(one's) wife; wife (of a peer or subordinate)
memento (from a dead person); souvenir; keepsake; orphan; posthumous child
to grasp at straws; to resort to desperate measures
head temple of a Buddhist sect; headquarters (of an organization); head of operations; nerve center
to lament; to grieve; to regret; to deplore
several years; a few years
probably; (most) likely; in all likelihood; I suspect; I dare say; I'm afraid
younger brother; little brother; brother-in-law (spouse's younger brother or younger sister's husband); (arch.) pupil; (arch.) apprentice
to doubt; to distrust; to be suspicious of; to suspect
meter; gauge; metre (unit of length); meter
to scribble (down); to write quickly; to dash off
to arrive; to come to pass
to be aware of; to know about; to be concerned in; to have to do with
forgery; counterfeiting; fabrication; falsification
simple honesty; tactless frankness
plan; project; attempt; plot; scheme; undertaking
by nature; from the very beginning; through and through; absolutely (not); (not) at all
serviceman; servicewoman; soldier; member of the armed forces; military personnel
to bear; to stand; to restrain; to control; to forgive; to put up with
relationship; relation; terms (good, friendly, etc.)
past middle age; nearing old age; near-elderly; age 40
self-deprecation; self-derision; self-mockery; laughing at oneself
particle used to indicate the speaker's hope, desire, wish, etc. (e.g. "it would be nice if ...", "I wish there were ...", etc.); emphatic particle; particle adding uncertainty
party (of people); set (of people); clan; family; fellow
to trick; to cheat; to deceive; to seduce
to pull up; to drag up; to increase; to raise (e.g. taxes); to withdraw; to leave; to promote (someone to a higher position)
rivalry (between two equally strong sides); struggle for supremacy; competing (with); vying (with); contending (with); being an equal match (for)
since some time ago; for some time; for quite a while
to weigh on one's mind; to bother one; to be interested (in); to be curious (about); to feel like (doing); to feel inclined to
bride; (one's) daughter-in-law; wife
obstinate; stubborn; mulish; die-hard; bigoted