from the beginning; from the first; all along; of course
why?; what for?; how?; by what means?
focusing on only one thing; obsessively; intensely; selfish; self-serving
as is; as it is; as things are; like this; this way; at this rate
(not) ever; (not) by any means; (not) in the least; (not) in any way; (not) at all
person; character; one's character; one's personality; able person; talented person
(sound of) laughter; laughing voice
to disappear; to vanish into thin air
to catch; to capture; to grasp (e.g. meaning); to perceive; to captivate; to move (one's heart)
useless; no future in it; doesn't make sense; having no point
no sooner ... than ...; hardly ... when ...; as soon as
impostor; imposter; pretender; liar
to pass (by) each other; to brush past; to miss (meeting) each other; to fail to meet; to be at odds; to clash
to get fed up with; to get sick of; to become disgusted with
(establishing a) big lead; (winning by a) huge margin; breaking away (from the field)
first place; first rank; unit's position; Japanese yew (Taxus cuspidata)
form; shape; figure; visage
to be extremely difficult; to present a major challenge
tired; frazzled; tiresome; tiring; draining
reliance; trust; faith; confidence
to make an enemy (of); to antagonize
unthinkable; unexpected; absolutely not!; far from it!; (it was) no bother at all; not at all
trouble; burden; nuisance; care; dependence; support
opening performance; opening act; curtain raiser; minor performer; minor storyteller; subordinate part
curtain; bunting; act (in play)
imitation; fake; phony; pseudo-
death; decease; (arch.) death penalty (by strangulation or decapitation); (an) out
motionlessly (e.g. stand, wait); (be) still; fixedly (e.g. gaze, stare); intently (e.g. listen, think); patiently (endure); stoically
response (felt in the hands); resistance; reaction; response; effect
full of (e.g. mistakes); riddled with; covered all over with (blood, mud, etc.)
roughly; approximately; (cutting) in one stroke; (breaking apart) with vigour; (cutting) deeply; (splitting) wide open
to kick away; to kick off; to kick hard; to refuse curtly; to reject outright
out of range; outside the limits (of...); outside (a) range; outside the scope
uncomfortable feeling; feeling out of place; sense of discomfort; malaise; physical unease
to digest; to break down; to break to pieces; to be able to use; to be good at; to finish; to complete
to rely on; to depend on; to count on; to turn to (for help)
offense and defense; offence and defence
earth; soil; the earth (historically, esp. as opposed to the heavens); the ground; low-quality torinoko-gami (containing mud); (period of) refraining from construction in the direction of the god of the earth (in Onmyōdō)
pillar; post; support; prop; counter for buddhas, gods, nobles, etc.
just as one thought; as usual; sure enough
mess; sorry state; -ways; -wards; in the act of ...; just as one is ...