let me see; well; errr ...; uhh ...
to choke; to have trouble breathing
to stay on; to remain; to hold out; to stop (doing); to give up
stern; grim; rough; rugged; forbidding; overbearing
on the contrary; rather; all the more; instead
sad; miserable; unhappy; sad; lamentable; deplorable
parting; separation; farewell
to keep (something) a secret; to keep hidden (for ever); to continue to conceal
simulation; simulation (of a foul); diving; flopping
to be deeply impressed; to take to heart; to engrave on one's heart; to bear in mind; (lit.) to engrave in one's liver
seeing through; fluoroscopy; roentgenoscopy; clairvoyance; seeing through (objects)
to expose; to disclose; to lay bare; to confess
to clasp together (esp. hands); to entwine (e.g. fingers)
tool; implement; means; furniture
to be upset; to lose one's composure; to lose self-control; to put in disorder; to mess up; to disturb
to cry and shout; to scream
pattern; figure; state; condition; conjecture of the current situation; the way it seems; model
manufacturer (esp. a major company); producer; maker; device for making things; person who creates things
average; medium; mid-grade (item); regular grade; same level as; equal to
volume retailer; mass marketer; emporium
to hold back (e.g. emotions); to rein in (e.g. a horse, unruly people); to get the better of; to control; to command
hurrying (to somewhere); rushing; hastening; express (train)
look!; there!; here!; that is
willingly; voluntarily; on one's own accord
appeal; call for something; request; axiom
mother-in-law; foster mother; step mother
brother-in-law (spouse's older brother or older sister's husband); older stepbrother
scrubbing hard; scrubbing clean
to draw through one's hand; to stroke (e.g. a beard); to work someone hard; to masturbate
reception (desk); information desk; receipt; acceptance
somehow or other; for some reason or another; without knowing why
estrangement; alienation; neglecting to stay in contact
that way; that direction; that (one); that person; there; over there
reality; actuality; practice (as opposed to theory); truly; really; bhutakoti (limit of reality)
coming and going; keeping in touch; visiting each other; street traffic; highway
to cool down; to get cold; to cool off (excitement, temper, etc.); to subside; to be cold (eyes, expression, etc.); to be composed
idealization; idealisation