to grasp at straws; to resort to desperate measures
but; however; provided that
to be wet (with tears); to be moist; to get dim; to become blurred; to become tear-choked
to stare (at); to gaze (at); to look hard (at); to watch intently; to fix one's eyes (on)
to drive away; to turn away; to send away; to repel; to repulse
damn it; damn; beast; animal; person reborn into the animal realm; brute
after (a long process); at the end of; last line (of a renga)
to sigh; to breathe a sigh
ornament; decorative object; figurehead; leader without real power
killing time; keeping oneself occupied; time killer; wasting time; waste of time
to shave (wood, leather, etc.); to sharpen (e.g. pencil); to cut down (budget, expenses, staff, time, etc.); to curtail; to delete; to erase
minimum; at the very least
stairs; stairway; staircase
to descend (e.g. a mountain); to go down; to alight (e.g. from bus); to get off; to step down; to retire; to be granted
stealthily; secretly; in secret
trying to think of a way (to do); devising means (to do); working out (how to do); contriving (to raise money); managing
change of pace; change of mood; (mental) break (e.g. going for a walk); refreshment
good-natured person; good person; (one's) lover; boyfriend; girlfriend
to hunt out; to flush out; to round up; to impress; to recruit
looking good; sounding good; (of) good appearance
tea-drinking companion; crony; buddy; spouse married late in life for companionship
recognition; awareness; perception; understanding; knowledge; cognition
sincerely; earnestly; wholeheartedly; repeatedly; over and over; again and again
to pretend; to act (as if)
side (of something, or taking someone's side); part; (watch) case
very; very much; greatly; considerably; highly; exceedingly
naughty; mischievous; rascal; naughty kid; delinquency; misconduct
shade; shadow; behind (something); other side; the background; behind the scenes
confluence (of rivers); flowing together; joining; joining (of people, groups, parties, etc.); union; linking up
falling lightly (e.g. snow, petals, confetti); fluttering; flickering; twinkling; appearing and disappearing; catching glimpses
magnificent; grand; fair; square; grandly; boldly
causing concern; (lit.) bad for the heart
to be connected (to); to be joined together; to connect (of a telephone call, the internet, etc.); to get through; to lead (to an outcome); to bring about (a result); to be lined up (e.g. of cars)
official; governmental; public (use, matter, forum, etc.); common; being public knowledge; being out in the open
to run along; to run beside; to follow (a policy, plan, etc.); to act in accordance with; to meet (wishes, expectations, etc.); to satisfy
to grow thickly; to be overgrown; to thrive; to grow in abundance
admiration; appreciation; enjoyment; viewing (for pleasure)
side; flank; profile; aspect; dimension
harmless but pointless; neither bad nor good
(many) trees; every tree; all kinds of trees
ivy (esp. Boston ivy, Parthenocissus tricuspidata)
to grow thickly; to be in full leaf; to be rampant; to luxuriate; to be luxurious
glance; look; glimpse; complete view; bird's-eye view