self-abasement; humility; self-depreciation
to receive divine punishment
reflection; reconsideration; introspection; regret; repentance; remorse
to memorize; to memorise; to learn; to pick up; to feel; to think
meddling; interfering; choosing to keep the drawn tile and discarding a different one
to be on the verge; to be on the brink; to get close
what?!; what did you say?!; why?; what for?; anyone; anything
outer canthus; outer corner of the eye
to go mad; to lose one's mind; to get out of order; to go amiss; to go wrong (of a plan or expectation, etc.); to fall through
no-good woman; (female) loser
even at the best of times; already; (even) under normal circumstances; in addition to; as it is
violent emotion; passion; fury
the best one can do; one's best effort; with all one's might; to the best of one's ability
sensible; clever; smart; decent; tasteful
railway switchback; twisting backward knee trip
to haul in (hand over hand); to pull in; to draw in; to trace (history, threads of a story, etc.); to retrace (e.g. memories); to go over
to be broken; to break; to fall through; to come to nothing
to grow senile; to be childish with age; to be mentally slow; to be befuddled; to play stupid; to say something stupid (oft. on purpose; esp. as part of a comedic routine)
finally; at last; in the end; after all; never (happened)
trespassing; intrusion; to barge into; to burst into; to trespass
indefinite; hazy; vague; unsettled; undecided
to be overcome with emotion
dumbfounded; in mute amazement
to come to one's senses; to calm down
forget it; forget what I just said; scratch that; check that
bad feeling; feeling bad; disagreeable; unpleasant; revolting; gross
to pull; to tug; to draw (attention, sympathy, etc.); to attract (e.g. interest); to draw back (e.g. one's hand); to draw in (one's chin, stomach, etc.); to draw (a card, mahjong tile, etc.)
to rebuke; to scold; to tell off; to question persistently (in order to criticize or find fault with somebody)
since when; from when; how long
book; document; calligraphy (esp. Chinese); penmanship; handwriting; letter
to come to like; to become fond of; to fall in love
to take an attitude; to take a stance; to commit oneself; to assume a position
very much; intensely; overwhelmingly; excessively; irresistibly; without any obvious reason
stage; step; level; rank; order; stairs
to advance; to move forward; to carry forward (plans, work, etc.); to proceed with; to raise; to elevate
to stare at each other; to lock eyes with
beat; palpitation; pulsation; throbbing
close adhesion; sticking firmly to; relating closely to; having relevance to; contact printing
heavy heartbeat; thumping; pounding
(sound of one's) heartbeat
to listen attentively to; to be lost in
paralysis; palsy; numbness; stupor
to stay on; to remain; to hold out; to stop (doing); to give up