in the end; after all is said and done; (lit.) when the striped mullet is fully grown
liver; innards; courage; spirit; crux; essential point
to wave; to shake; to sprinkle; to throw (dice); to cast (actor); to allocate (work); to turn down (somebody)
to avoid meeting someone's gaze; to not look someone in the eyes
mental preparedness; being braced for; being steeled for
stupid; foolish; idiotic; fool; idiot; blockhead
standing; reserve; always having ready
bundle; package; parcel; counter for wrapped objects
to be greedy; to devour greedily
standard; set; routine; decided
ceremony; rite; ritual; service
moment by moment; hour by hour
whichever one chooses; either way
honestly speaking; in truth; in all honesty; to be frank
reliable; trustworthy; hopeful; promising
to compare; to make a comparison; to compete; to vie
reading; reading (of a kanji, esp. kun reading); reading (e.g. of a situation); insight
to search for; to look for; to hunt for; to search (a house, pocket, etc.); to search through; to rummage in (e.g. a drawer)
anyone; anybody; everyone; everybody; whoever
present (e.g. government, administration); current; existing
as a matter of fact; to tell the truth
weak point; weakness; shortcoming; defect; flaw; sore spot
just right (time, size, length, etc.)
to cock one's head in puzzlement; to tilt one's head in contemplation; to wrack one's brain; to think hard
word; word; Word; Microsoft Word
off the top of one's head; from thin air; from memory
to fill in (field, entry, etc.); to fill out (form); to post a message (e.g. on a bulletin-board); to store; to write (data); to flash
enumeration; citation; listing
bitter (e.g. criticism); sharp; biting; severe; scathing; harsh
mental image; mental picture; image
to take someone (to some place); to take someone along; to lead someone away
appeal; call for something; request; axiom
800; eight hundred; multitude; large number
to use; to make use of; to utilize; to utilise
blind (devotion, faith, etc.); reckless
(one) matter; (one) item; (one) case
happiness; blessedness; luck; luckily; fortunately
eyes sparkling; with shining eyes; for one's eyes to gleam
tirthika; non-Buddhist teachings; heterodoxy; unorthodoxy; demon; devil
trembling; shivering; jiggling; wobbling; bouncing
H; h; indecent; lewd; (having) sex; nth year in the Heisei era (1989.1.8-2019.4.30)
feelings; thoughts; meaning