to go through; to suffer; to experience (something unpleasant)
deep; profound; dense; thick; close (relationship); intense; strong
quiet; silent; slow; unhurried; calm; peaceful
to freeze (of one's body); to be frozen; to become numb (with cold); to be chilled
to doubt; to distrust; to be suspicious of; to suspect
bloodstained; bloody; covered with blood
low-life; sleazebag; boor; person of humble rank; humble person; peasant
offender; criminal; culprit
reward; recompense; return; punishment; retribution
to move forward; to move on
to descend; to go down; to be handed down (of an order, judgment, etc.); to pass (of time); to surrender; to capitulate; to be less than
fast-talking; rapid talking
monologue; soliloquy; talking to oneself
anything and everything; just about everything
(not) even once; (not) ever
aim; goal; prospect; outlook
to be lucky; to be in luck; to be attached; to have; to be included
conviction; belief; confidence
doesn't amount to doing (something); not significant enough to require (something); unnecessary
to have an idea; to have a clue
to become clear; to be made public
transmission (e.g. news, chemical signals, electricity); communication; delivery; conveyance; transfer; relay
to find out; to discover; to select; to pick out; to look out (from the inside); to be wide-eyed (in surprise, anger, etc.)
meeting; conference; session; assembly; council; convention
by any chance; (should) it happen (that); by some chance
self-deprecation; self-derision; self-mockery; laughing at oneself
to scrutinize; to scrutinise
to leave to one's imagination
plans; arrangement; schedule; program; programme; expectation
secret; secrecy; mystery; secret (e.g. to success); esoteric teachings
ugly; unattractive; unsightly; unseemly
dirty; filthy; disordered; messy; indecent (language, etc.); dirty
to accomplish; to achieve; to carry out; to do ... completely; to do ... entirely
to peep (through); to peek; to await (one's chance); to guess; to infer
to accept; to receive; to agree
tolerance; broad-mindedness
to express (orally); to put into words; to say out loud
secrecy; confidentiality; privacy; one's circumstances (esp. fiscal)
exactly; precisely; just; as if; as though; quite
alchemy; way of making money; moneymaker; money-spinner