elder brother; one's senior; older man; man older than oneself
nasty; disgusting; detestable; unpleasant; disagreeable; creepy
there's no (other) way; cannot be helped; unavoidable; it's no use (doing); pointless; hopeless (person)
to perceive; to sense; to take in; to grasp; to feel
clearly; distinctly; vividly
to cling to; to hang onto; to rely on; to depend on; to implore; to entreat
to urge; to encourage; to press; to stimulate (e.g. growth); to hasten (e.g. development); to quicken
willingly; voluntarily; on one's own accord
expressly; especially; taking the trouble (to do); intentionally; deliberately
to give up; to abandon (hope, plans); to resign oneself (to)
to touch; to come in contact with; to receive (e.g. visitor); to attend to; to receive (news); to get; to encounter
if anything; if pushed I'd say; if I had to say
to hold in one's arms (e.g. a baby); to embrace; to hug; to have (a thought or feeling); to hold; to harbour (suspicion, doubt, etc.)
unpleasant feelings (e.g. hatred, disgust, revulsion, fear)
awareness that somebody will be hard to deal with; awareness that one is not good at something; (feeling) not up to doing something
to hate; to dislike; to loathe
(not) at all; (not) in the slightest; wholly; entirely; extremely; very
happiness; good fortune; luck; blessing
understanding; comprehension; appreciation; sympathy
dark; gloomy; depressed; dispirited; dark (in colour); dull; ill-boding
is it?; isn't it?; be; is
to be wounded; to get injured; to get hurt feelings; to get damaged; to get chipped
to peep (through); to peek; to await (one's chance); to guess; to infer
certain; some kind of; some sort of; of sorts
powerful; strong; forceful; reassuring; encouraging
to ask; to enquire; to inquire; to search; to look for; to look into
fearfully; timidly; nervously; cautiously; gingerly
to succeed (a person, to a position, etc.); to inherit; to patch (clothes); to mend; to add (e.g. charcoal to the fire); to replenish with
to glare at each other; to confront each other
brother-in-law (spouse's older brother or older sister's husband); older stepbrother
(not) at all; (not) a bit; (not) in the least; (not) in the slightest
development; growth; development (of a situation, story, etc.); advancement; playing around; having an active sex life
to stare fixedly at; to fix one's gaze on; to make sure of; to set one's eyes on (e.g. the future); to focus on
to dash over oneself (e.g. water); to take (e.g. shower); to bask in (e.g. the sun); to suffer (e.g. an attack); to draw (e.g. criticism, attention, praise); to have heaped upon
to fill; to become full (of); to wax (of the moon); to rise (of the tide); to flow; to expire (of a period of time)
to shout; to cry; to scream; to clamor (for or against); to clamour (for or against)
blood; blood; ancestry; (the) blood; feelings
filthy; dirty (looking); drab
lineage; stock; descent; strain; blood relationship
precious; valuable; priceless; noble; exalted; sacred
to leave as is; to let alone; to disregard
king; ruler; tycoon; magnate; king (of the senior player)