to become desperate; to give in to despair
till; to; concerning (an area of expertise); swearing by (one's sword, God, etc.)
anyhow; anyway; somehow or other; apart from ...; setting ... aside
external; superficial; outward; surface
second-year student; biennial
blood relationship; consanguinity; blood relative
blood is thicker than water
to be touching; to be moving
special; particular; extraordinary; exceptional; especial
pupil and (dark) iris of the eye
great laughter; burst of laughter
to sprawl; to lie sprawled; to stretch oneself out; to lie relaxed on one's side
endurance; patience; perseverance; self-control; self-restraint
at this juncture; after all this time; at this stage; now
to kick away; to kick off; to kick hard; to refuse curtly; to reject outright
to be scorched into; to be seared into; to make a strong impression; to be etched in (one's memory)
to throw; to fling; to heave; to toss
hospitalization; hospitalisation
infant (below 1 year old); suckling baby
temporary protective custody; temporary protective care
later; afterwards; future; after one's death; (arch.) descendant
orphanage; children's home; foster home
admission (e.g. to a training institution, research establishment, social welfare facility, etc.); entrance; imprisonment; internment; confinement
frequently; repeatedly; eagerly; keenly; hard; terribly
staff member; employee; worker; personnel
teacher; instructor; sensei; title or form of address for a teacher, master, doctor, lawyer, etc.; intimate or teasing form of address; (arch.) one's elder
the way one talks; one's way of speaking
to put an end to something; to get something over with; to quit something one has been engaged in too long or to an excessive degree
to disappear; to vanish; to go; to leave; to die
to like; to love; to be fond of
to lose hair; to become bald; to become bare (e.g. a mountain becomes bare of trees)
tobacco; cigarette; cigaret; tobacco plant (Nicotiana tabacum)
to smell; to smell of; to have a smell
to look down (on); to condescend (to)
breasts; boobies; tits; breast milk
sneakily; secretly; stealthily; on the sly
source (of a transmission, broadcast, etc.); point of origin