self-hatred; self-abhorrence; self-loathing
mess; jumble; muddle; chaos
to be understood by each other (of thoughts, feelings, etc.); to be comprehended; to exchange with each other (thoughts, feelings, etc.); to express to each other (e.g. intentions); to communicate with each other
a little; a bit; just a minute; for a moment; somewhat; rather; (not) easily
to be full; to wax (e.g. moon); to rise (e.g. tide); to mature; to expire
to shake one's head (in denial)
beyond that point; after that
sense of values; values; value system
sublime; noble; high-minded
fascination; to charm; to fascinate; to mesmerize
unprecedented; never seen before
gushingly; copiously; profusely; in a steady stream
to pound (e.g. heart); to pulse (e.g. vein); to pulsate
incomprehensible; nonsensical; puzzling; I don't get it; I'm confused; I'm lost
to tighten; to press hard
battle; fight; war; struggle; conflict
way; method; means; resource; course
to set foot into; to enter; to step inside; to cross the threshold
always; without exception; necessarily; certainly; without fail; positively
sometime; someday; one day; some time or other; the other day; in due course
how long; how far; how much
to regain one's footing; to get back on one's feet; to recover; (of the market) to improve
to think; to consider; to think (of doing); to plan (to do); to judge; to assess; to imagine
if one is unlucky; if one is careless
worst; horrible; horrid; in the worst case; if worst comes to worst
to lose; to miss (a change, opportunity); to lose (a loved one); to be bereaved of; to concede (goals, points, etc.)
absurd; ridiculous; silly; ludicrous; nonsensical; asinine
to be blurred (due to motion; of a photo, video, etc.); to be shaken (of a camera); to waver (in one's beliefs, policy, etc.); to shift (position); to be slightly off
to lose (something); to mislay; to get rid of; to eliminate; to remove
hesitation; indecision; vacillation
strong-minded; strong-willed; having great willpower
to crush to death; to stifle to death; to squeeze to death; to stifle (a laugh, etc.); to muffle (one's breathing); to subdue (one's voice)
keep ...-ing; have been ...-ing; leaving (something) on; leaving (something) still in use
usual; ordinary; normal; regular; general; common
indication; expression; display; displaying; representation; (copyright) attribution
overbearing; coercive; pushy; forcible; high-handed
to overcome (opposition); to push past; to force one's way; to press and cut
exchange; interchange; switching; reciprocity; barter; substitution
news (from someone); word; letter; tidings; contact
settlement; solution; resolution
diligent study; devoting oneself to one's studies