self-torturing; masochistic
collapse; crumbling; breaking down; (radioactive) decay; disintegration
family vacation; family trip
school trip; field trip; excursion; long walk; excursion (on foot)
exactly; just; right (when); just (as); just (about to); on the point of
to regain one's breath; to catch one's breath
to be wet (with tears); to be moist; to get dim; to become blurred; to become tear-choked
to grant (a wish); to accede; to comply with; to heed
heavy; weighty; heavy (feeling, atmosphere, etc.); serious; gloomy
to contemplate; to ponder; to think over; to turn over in one's mind; to reflect; to muse
calm; composed; cool; quiet
to be wounded; to get injured; to get hurt feelings; to get damaged; to get chipped
to suppress (a smile, yawn, etc.); to stifle; to bite to death
still (continuing); as ever; further
in its entirety; whole; wholly
to serve; to work for; to attend
to lose; to miss (a chance, opportunity); to lose (a loved one); to be bereaved of; to concede (goals, points, etc.)
to twine around; to twist around; to coil around; to pester; to hassle
to disentangle; to untangle; to unravel; to relax; to soften; to relieve (e.g. stress, tension)
to leave; to go away; to pass; to elapse; to be distant; to send away; to drive off
(a person's) appearance from behind; person as seen from behind; back view; retreating figure
what is to be done?; what should (I) do?; what (am I) to do?
to carry up; to bring up; to lift up; to elevate (someone) to a high position; to convince someone to accept a post (esp. through flattery)
so much (something) as to (e.g. so moved as to cry); overwhelmed; carried away; because of too much
true character; true heart; true spirit
to draw near; to draw closer; to press (e.g. for an answer); to hound
regrettable; vexing; upsetting; unthinkable; wholly unexpected
to throw; to fling; to hurl; to neglect; to abandon; to leave alone
to project; to protrude; to pop out (e.g. eyes); to jump out; to rush out
to be struck with terror; to be terrified; to be scared to death
satisfactory; decent; good; proper; respectable
still; much more; (not) yet; still a long way to go; still a long way off; not there yet
still; even now; to this day
spurt of blood (from one's victim)
to give a glance (at); to take one look at
report; notification; tip; message (in information and communication theory)
or rather (say); or better (say); or perhaps I should say; by the way
scabbard; sheath; cap (on a brush, pen, etc.); case; margin (between two prices); spread
to look after; to take care of; to be put in charge of; to be given responsibility for; to withhold (an announcement); to reserve (judgment)
disquieting; threatening; turbulent; restless; unsettled; disturbing
to perceive; to sense; to take in; to grasp; to feel
to sleep in peace; to sleep without fear