to re-enter; to rejoin; to re-enrol
(moment of) departure; (upon) leaving; retirement
useless; futile; unnecessary; needless; not on business; unrelated
words of thanks; words of gratitude; acknowledgements; apology
estimation; criticism; comment
to be satisfied (with an explanation, apology, etc.); to be happy
to fall flat; to collapse in a heap
to carry (a child) on one's back; to piggyback; (arch.) to take on (a job, responsibility, etc.)
fatigue; weariness; exhaustion; tiredness
to crumble down; to tumble down; to fall in
to get dirty; to become dirty; to become sullied; to become corrupted; to lose one's chastity
as soon as possible; ASAP
hindrance; obstacle; to visit (someone's home); demon who hinders Buddhist training; demon who obstructs sentient beings from maintaining moral behaviour
end; close; finish; termination
self-hatred; self-abhorrence; self-loathing
logic; reasoning; argument; line of argument
to confuse (someone); to befuddle; to bewilder; to mystify; to throw up a smokescreen; (lit.) to surround with smoke
worst; horrible; horrid; in the worst case; if worst comes to worst
exhaustion; fatigue; impoverishment; (financial) exhaustion; ruin
to begin to strike; to kick out; to forcefully expel; to hammer (pattern, etc.) into metal
painful; bitter; tough; difficult; cruel; harsh
before I knew it; next thing you know; when I came to
to fall down; to fall over; to turn out; to play out; to abandon Christianity (and convert to Buddhism); to apostatize
loss and gain; advantage and disadvantage
to be shy; to be bashful; to feel awkward; to feel embarrassed
to distance oneself (from); to keep (something or someone) at a distance; to maintain a distance (from)
to step forward; to step forth; to advance; to start; to embark on; to set forth on
self-conceit; self-satisfaction; self-righteousness; self-importance; complacency
each time; always; often; thank you for your continued patronage
extent of (one's) foolishness; degree of stupidity
to be encouraged by initial success; to get a taste for; to yearn for more
neighboring town; neighbouring town; adjacent town
combination; union; incorporation; congruence
work; workmanship; craftsmanship; artifice; trick; device
(practical) experience; personal experience; hands-on experience; first-hand experience