laughing while crying; smiling through one's tears; (alternately) laughing and crying; tears and laughter; joy and sorrow
cool; calm; composed; easy; simple
selfish; egoist; (arch.) self-indulgent; (arch.) wilful; (arch.) willful
(nearly certain) death; extremely dangerous place (or situation) from which one might not return alive; proper place to die; dilemma; predicament
imbalance; disproportion; disparity; mismatch; asymmetry
(brother and sister) born of a different mother
state of mind; mental state; mental attitude
to be affected; to put on airs; to act like (something one isn't); to pretend to be
to abate; to weaken; to be emaciated; to be dejected; to be perplexed
one in a million (chance, etc.); one in ten thousand; in the unlikely event that
soft (and fluffy) (e.g. bed, bread, baked potato); (arch.) absent-mindedly
to take someone's life; to kill someone
to become quiet; to quiet down; to quieten down; to calm down; to die down; to subside
as far as the eye can see
tray; family; household; O-Bon; Bon Festival; gambler's den
to do what one is told to; to take someone's advice; to listen to what someone says
to bear; to stand; to endure; to put up with
opening and shutting; opening and closing
to choke; to have trouble breathing
to be sore; to be inflamed; to be bleary; to be dissipated; to be dissolute; to indulge in
to be choked up; to be crushed (emotionally); to be overcome (with emotion); to be shocked; to be horrified
from (this, here, etc.); since (this)
a lot more; much more; and then some; and plenty more than that
superiority complex; sense of superiority
to oppress; to persecute; to tyrannize
eyetooth; cuspid; canine (tooth); dogtooth
to value; to prize; to esteem; to respect
hellfire; flames of hell; raging fire; large fire; fire that consumes an evildoer
respect and affection; love and respect
to cling tearfully to (someone)
slight movement; slight tremor; quiver
how; in what way; how (much); to what extent; however (much); no matter how
to make something one's own; to appropriate for oneself
dirt; filth; stain; blot; spot
forgetting; lapse of memory
decoy (for hunting); stool; lure; decoy; stool pigeon
chance; opportunity; machine; aircraft; counter for aircraft; counter for (remaining) lives
to lose completely; to waste; to let slip away