(arch.) sitting outdoors; room that served both as a reception room and as a living room in a Heian-period mansion; temporary sitting place installed in the garden at the imperial court, used on the occasion of archery or sumo ceremonies
bitter smile; wry smile; forced smile; strained laugh
tightly; closely; exactly; precisely; suddenly (stopping); perfectly (suited)
to sit; to squat; to be implicated
that kind of; that way; that move; that trick; that game
private; personal life; (one's) privacy
ethics; ethical viewpoint; moral value; sense of duty; sense of ethics
orderliness; put in order; tidying up; arranging neatly
negligence; carelessness; incompetence; mismanagement
cannot help (feeling); cannot hold back (tears, laughter, etc.)
to shift one's attention to; to shift one's focus on
chance encounter (worth treasuring); a connection made with another person by chance
secret; secrecy; mystery; secret (e.g. to success); esoteric teachings
peeking; peeping (e.g. through a hole, narrow gap)
dimension; perspective; point of reference; level (of something)
sneak photography; non-consensual photography; peeping photos
as (much) as possible; as (much) as one can; wherever practicable; if possible
to end one's life; to commit suicide; to end a life; to kill
to bear a grudge against; to resent; to blame; to curse; to feel bitter towards
I'm sorry; my apologies; excuse me; pardon me
getting mixed up in; getting embroiled in; involvement; entanglement; by-blow
to fly around; to scatter
to convey; to report; to transmit; to communicate; to tell; to impart
unexpectedly; surprisingly
to stand (still) a while; to loiter; to stop
a little while later; for a little while; some time later; for some time; presently
cunning deed; sly trick; foul play; cunning person; sly fellow; cheat
to get used (to); to get familiar with; to get skillful with
graduation; completion (of a course); moving on (from); outgrowing (something); leaving (a group, company, etc.)
to flare up; to burst into flames
spare energy, time or money; remaining strength; reserve power; money to spare
meticulous; careful; discreet; scrupulous; prudent
carefree; comfortable; at ease; easygoing; happy-go-lucky
to set up (a house, store, etc.); to build; to have at the ready (e.g. a gun); to hold in preparation (e.g. a camera); to adopt a posture; to assume a stance; to put on an air
to gulp down; to swallow deeply; to understand; to take in; to engulf; to swallow up
to step forward; to step forth; to advance; to start; to embark on; to set forth on
pretending not to see something; turning a blind eye to; burying one's head in the sand
(powers of) concentration; ability to concentrate
scattering (in all directions)