to carry on one's back; to be burdened with; to take responsibility for; to have (something) in the background; to be in front (of something); to be conceited
to use up all one's strength
to fall to one's knees; to go down on one's knees (e.g. to express respect)
to collapse into; to flop onto
gradually; steadily; slowly; little by little; step by step; by degrees
to have a cramp; to twitch; to stiffen (of a face, expression); to freeze; to shrink (of skin, due to a scar); to tauten
motionlessly (e.g. stand, wait); (be) still; fixedly (e.g. gaze, stare); intently (e.g. listen, think); patiently (endure); stoically
hatred; abhorrence; loathing; detestation
how; in what way; how about
intention; wish; purpose; mind (to do)
to build up; to establish; to form; to become (a state); to accomplish; to achieve; to change into
will; probably; may; I think; surely; I hope
somehow; for some reason; without knowing why
confirmation; verification; validation; review; check; affirmation
to burn; to roast; to broil; to heat; to heat up; to make (charcoal, pottery, bricks, etc.); to bake
moment; instant; kshana; duration of a single mental event (about 1/75 second); shortest possible interval of time
impossible to understand; impossible to decipher
charcoal; charred remains
interest (in something); curiosity (about something); zest (for)
easily; readily; quickly; lightly (seasoned food, applied make-up, etc.); plainly; simply
to pretend not to see; to turn one's back on
to wake; to wake up; to become sober; to sober up; to come to one's senses; to be disillusioned
ghastliness; dreadfulness; grimness; intimidation; menace; threat
body; oneself; one's place; one's position; main part; meat (as opposed to bone, skin, etc.)
to deepen; to heighten; to intensify
professional killer; hit man
feelings; thoughts; meaning
to use as an intermediary; to mediate; to assist; to worry; to mind; to care
blood (in one's face, cheeks, etc.); colour; color; hot-bloodedness; hotheadedness; impulsive temperament
to disappear; to vanish; to go; to leave; to die
extremely gruesome; lurid; violent; bloody; fierce
heat; fever; temperature; zeal; passion
for a moment; for a minute; for a while; for some time; for the time being; for now
safety; security; safely; without incident; good health; inaction
vacantly; blankly; openmouthed; with one's mouth wide-open; with a whack; with a thump
to be worried about; to be concerned for someone's welfare
to speak to; to give a (something) talk to; to speak words of (something)
to notice; to recognize; to recognise; to become aware of; to perceive; to realize
to let leak; to let out (e.g. light); to let out (a secret); to leak (information); to give utterance to (e.g. one's dissatisfaction); to vent; to wet one's pants
doubt; question; suspicion; dubiousness
sweetly (smiling); broadly (grinning)