bitter experience; misery; distress; grief; sad thoughts; hardship
paper mulberry (Broussonetia papyrifera)
longing for others; wanting company
footbridge; pedestrian bridge; pedestrian overpass
railing; guard rail; (arch.) (shining) brightly (of the moon or stars); (arch.) (flowing) endlessly (of tears)
townscape; street (of stores and houses); (look of) stores and houses on street
gorgeous; gaudy; dazzling; gay; resplendent
to be boisterously noisy; to do merrily (laughing, chattering, etc.); to shimmer; to ripple; to sparkle
as stated; verbatim; literally
to whirl; to eddy; to swirl; to whirl around (of feelings, thoughts, etc.); to swirl around; to surge
sleep; sleeping; inactivity; death
vague; desultory; distracted; loose; half-hearted; diffuse
lightly; wide (open); gapingly; suddenly; unexpectedly
sense of loss; feeling of loss
to tell X from Y; to distinguish; to know (one thing) from (another)
blackout curtain; light-blocking curtain
duty; sense of duty; honor; in-law; relation by marriage
(incredibly) cruel; atrocious; brutal; horrible; terrible; horrific
to burn to a crisp; to scorch
body of a strangled person
to fire from a job; to dismiss; to discharge; to behead
counting by the minute (of a schedule, etc.)
demolition; taking down; dissolution (of an organization, company, etc.); breaking up; dissection (of a body); dismemberment
pillow; bolster; introduction (e.g. to a rakugo story); lead-in
intropunitive; self-punishing
persecution complex; delusion of persecution; paranoia
digestion (of food); digestion (of information); assimilation; consumption; absorption; (arch.) losing one's form and turning into something else
trying to think of a way (to do); devising means (to do); working out (how to do); contriving (to raise money); managing
water; liquid; fluid; moisture; humidity; sap
starvation; famine; hunger
to die; to lay down life's burden
coming and going; recurring (esp. thoughts)
torrent; rapid stream; violently rushing stream
funny; amusing; strange; odd; wrong; unsuitable
to faint; to lose consciousness; to be in a daze; to feel overwhelmed; to feel exhausted