to pull out; to take out; to lead out (e.g. a horse from a stable); to summon (e.g. to court); to withdraw (money); to draw
goddamn idiot; moron; nitwit
successfully; fairly; artfully; nicely; thoroughly
basics; fundamentals; basis; foundation
to exceed (by a lot); to (far) surpass; to end; to cease; to stop
professional killer; hit man
regarding; in; to; towards; with regards to
feeling heavy in the head; heavy-headed; sick with worry
inconsequential; indifferent; not worth worrying about; whatever; whichever; I don't care
stillness; repose; standing still
nape of the neck; back of the neck; scruff of the neck
bitter experience; misery; distress; grief; sad thoughts; hardship
(suffer) deterioration; growing worse; aggravation; degeneration; corruption
paper mulberry (Broussonetia papyrifera)
very fast; in a twinkle; before one's eyes
longing for others; wanting company
railing; guard rail; (arch.) (shining) brightly (of the moon or stars); (arch.) (flowing) endlessly (of tears)
townscape; street (of stores and houses); (look of) stores and houses on street
town; block; downtown; main street; street; road
gorgeous; gaudy; dazzling; gay; resplendent
laugh; laughter; smile; sneer; sex aids (e.g. dildos, pornographic books, erotic woodblock prints, etc.)
solitude; loneliness; isolation
exactly as stated; verbatim
miserable; wretched; unhappy; sad; pitiable
to squash; to crush; to flatten
to whirl; to eddy; to be all jumbled together (feelings, thoughts, etc.); to surge; to sweep
to hug someone close; to hold someone tight; to embrace closely
to be absent; to take a day off; to rest; to have a break; to go to bed; to (lie down to) sleep
futon; Japanese bedding consisting of a mattress and a duvet; round cushion used for Zen meditation (traditionally made of woven bulrush leaves)
to weigh on one's mind; to bother one; to be interested (in); to be curious (about); to feel like (doing); to feel inclined to
to throw out; to drop; to toss; to abandon; to neglect; to dismiss
sleep; sleeping; inactivity; death
vague; desultory; distracted; loose; half-hearted; diffuse
lightly; gaping wide; suddenly; unexpectedly
sense of loss; feeling of loss
paralysis; palsy; numbness; stupor
to tell X from Y; to distinguish; to know (one thing) from (another)