choking; suffocating; stifling; oppressive; heavy
to feel; to sense; to experience
chest; breast; breasts; bosom; heart; lungs; stomach
to tighten; to press hard
anxiety; uneasiness; worry; apprehension; fear; insecurity
to say in other words; to put another way; to express in different words; to reword; to rephrase
this sort of; this kind of; like this; such
also; too; not ... either; (it's not possible) no matter what; although one might wish otherwise
in this way; thus; such; uh...
ordinary; common; free of charge; unaffected; as is; only
to death (bored, scared, etc.); to distraction; like crazy; like mad; so much; dying (e.g. for a drink)
regret; repentance; remorse
to; for; in order to; for; as for; regarding
profit; advantage; benefit; rebirth in paradise, entering nirvana
to become known; to come to light; to be known; to be understood; to clearly not amount to much; to be insignificant
sense of loss; feeling of loss
such; like that; that sort of; very
feeling; sensation; preparedness; readiness; thought; sentiment
may; might; perhaps; may be; possibly
how; in what way; why; for what reason; cannot possibly; no way
I, myself; one-self; by one-self; even I; even one
next; hypo- (i.e. containing an element with low valence); order; sequence
to try to ...; to be about to do ...; to decide to ...; to take as; to treat as; to use for; to suppose that (such) is the case
innermost depths of one's heart
to push up; to force up; to pressure one's superiors; to burst out (of emotions, etc.); to fill one's heart
to hurry (up); to press; to urge on
to wait; to await; to look forward to; to depend on; to need
to detain; to check; to restrain
to jump at; to be attracted by
in order to (e.g. meet goal); so that; take care (so as); hoping or wishing for something
door handle; doorknob; door knob; knob or handle which operates the door catch
to seize; to catch; to obtain; to acquire; to understand; to grasp
gooily; with a squeeze; squishily; with a squish
soft; tender; gentle; mild; informal; light
uncomfortable feeling; feeling out of place; sense of discomfort; malaise; physical unease
to memorize; to memorise; to learn; to pick up; to feel; to think
after all; because; but; even; too; as well
to fall (of rain, snow, ash, etc.); to come down; to form (of frost); to beam down (of sunlight or moonlight); to pour in; to visit (of luck, misfortune, etc.)
to be heard; to be audible; to be said to be; to be reputed
to flip; to snap; to repel; to use (an abacus); to calculate; to strum
eye; eyeball; eyesight; sight; look; stare; notice
big; large; loud; extensive; spacious; important
previously; before; first; before (something or someone else); beforehand; in advance
to examine someone's expression
to be crowded; to be packed; to be complex; to go into; to put into; to do intently