with my own (two) eyes; with these very eyes
to get tired of; to lose interest in; to be fed up with; to have enough
day after day; day by day
to make someone cry; to move someone to tears; to grieve
to relapse; to reassert; to review
to sigh; to breathe a sigh
to pay attention to another's needs; to attend to; to fuss about; to take into consideration
very; extremely; extreme; excessive; splendid; impressive
bomb; alcohol with liquor added (esp. wine-based shōchū highball, also beer with whiskey)
furnished with; including; attached to; impression; appearance; luck; sociality
to be mixed; to be blended with; to associate with; to mingle with; to join
to ill-treat; to bully; to torment; to be tough on (e.g. one's body); to treat harshly
quietly; softly; seriously; solemnly; sadly
to tease; to make fun of; to poke fun at; to make a crack about; to chaff; to kid
myself; oneself; (arch.) I; (arch.) me; (arch.) you (referring to one's inferior)
to be anxious or concerned about; to ponder (anxiously); to fear; to investigate; to consider; to plan
to feel anxious; to feel nervous; fluttering down; trickling down (e.g. tears); hanging untidily (of hair); straggling
10,000,000,000; ten billion
material (for a story, article, etc.); information; joke; jest; proof; evidence; (magician's) trick
to expose; to lay open (e.g. secret); to take apart; to disassemble; to kill; to murder; to dress (meat)
sincerely; earnestly; repeatedly; over and over; again and again
guidance; leadership; leading the way
violence; oppression; high-handedness; tyranny; despotism
to give up on; to turn one's back (on); to abandon; to forsake; to dump (e.g. romantic partner)
love; love-making; passion; emotion; affections
(with a) thump; (hanging) straight down
to a surprising degree; to a remarkable extent; surprisingly; astonishingly; amazingly; alarmingly
blind alley; cul-de-sac; dead end street; deadlock; impasse; dead end
dramatic; exciting; touching; extreme
odious; hateful; detestable; (speaking ironically) darling
to rub; to pat; to stroke; to massage