bitter smile; wry smile; strained laugh; sarcastic laugh
disposition; temperament; temper; nature
to like; to love; to be fond of
person of paramount authority; supreme wielder of power
something like ...; something called ...
way (of doing); manner; method; means
to say; to speak; to tell; to talk
structure; construction; arrangement; plan; plot; contrivance
from the viewpoint of; according to
Shangdi (creator deity in Chinese folk religion); God
real condition; actual circumstances; actual state of affairs
growth; development; growing up; growth (of a company, the economy, etc.)
partition; division; separation; segmenting; splitting
wherein; therein; thereinto
specific; particular; designated; specifying; designating; identifying
exactly; precisely; just; as if; as though; quite
beyond one's means or position
to shut one's eyes; to ignore; to pretend not to know; to die
to swing; to wield (physically); to exercise (e.g. power, ability); to exhibit; to flourish; to prosper
admiration; wonder; astonishment
(not) so; (not) particularly; (not) very; (not) that much
different person; another person; someone else; changed man
to ask; to inquire; to blame (someone) for; to accuse of; to care about; to regard as important
association (of ideas); being reminded (of something); suggestion
I, myself; one-self; by one-self; even I; even one
achievements; actual results; accomplishments; past results; track record
capsicum (Capsicum annuum, esp. the cultivated chili peppers); chili pepper (chile, chilli); cayenne; shichimi pepper
thank you; thanks; much (thanks); very (sorry); quite; really; somehow
to get tired; to tire; to become worn out (of a well-used object); (arch.) to starve
skinny person; scrawny person; scarecrow; bag of bones
piece; slice; cloth; sharpness; agility; counter for scraps, pieces, etc.
attentive; cautious; careful; watchful
foundation; base; basis; from the beginning; from the outset; by nature
to float; to become merry; to be cheerful; to become loose; to become unsteady; to feel out of it; to be cut off (e.g. from those around you)
fixing (in place); being fixed (in place); fixing (e.g. salary, capital); keeping the same; fixation (histology); user name (on an online forum like 2ch where the majority of users post anonymously)
rope; cord; policeman's rope
ruins; wreckage; wreck; broken remains; debris
far away; far off; far; long ago; long before
whole life; a lifetime; all through life; (the only, the greatest, etc.) of one's life