to arrive at (after a struggle); to finally reach; to find one's way to; to finally hit on (e.g. an idea)
selection; choice; option
another; one more; not quite; not very good; lacking
death; decease; (arch.) death penalty (by strangulation or decapitation); (an) out
scary; frightening; eerie; dreadful
so; like this; in this way
(approximate) time; around; suitable time (or condition); time of year; season
to be defeated; to be beaten; to be unsuccessful; to lose
request; favor; favour; reliance; dependence; trust
to accept; to receive; to agree
tightly (hold, squeeze, etc.); firmly; forcefully (e.g. push); hard
to shake; to sway; to waver
instability; insecurity; crankiness
originally; primarily; essentially; intrinsically; proper; rightful
January; first month of the lunar calendar
half; semi-; half-past; odd number; (arch.) unit of land area (595.8 m^2)
to live; to make a living; to get on with
fantasy; illusion; vision; dream
to hold in one's arms (e.g. a baby); to embrace; to have sex with; to make love to; to sit on (eggs); to brood
knee; lap; knee and thigh (while sitting)
to grow weak; to become weak; to lose strength
to fall down; to fall over; to turn out; to play out; to abandon Christianity (and convert to Buddhism); to apostatize
to hang up (e.g. a coat, a picture on the wall); to let hang; to put on (e.g. a blanket); to put on top of; to put on (glasses, etc.); to wear (a necklace, etc.); to make (a call)
to grow long (e.g. hair, nails); to lengthen; to extend; to reach out; to hold out; to straighten; to smooth out
to be attached; to be connected with; to remain imprinted; to scar; to bear (fruit, interest, etc.); to be acquired (of a habit, ability, etc.); to increase (of strength, etc.)
unconsciousness; unconscious; involuntary; the unconscious (psychoanalysis)
to cling to; to hang onto; to rely on; to depend on; to implore; to entreat
to cross one's mind; to occur to one
burly; strong; indomitable; indefatigable; robust (vitality, appetite, economic growth, etc.); strong
time after time; countless times; many a time; dozens of times
solitude; loneliness; isolation
because; for; the reason why is ...
waking up; awakening; arousal; disillusion; disillusionment; awakening
ten; 10; ten years of age
to distance oneself (from); to keep (something or someone) at a distance; to maintain a distance (from)
resolution; vote; decision
to wish (for); to pray (for); to hope (for); to pray silently; to recite (Buddha's name, sutras, etc.) in one's mind; to chant (a silent prayer)
it is, isn't it?; I know, right?; innit?