once; before; formerly; never yet; never before; first time
together; jointly; at the same time; with; both
desperation; despair; self-abandonment
before one's eyes; in front of one; under one's nose; immediate; imminent; around the corner
bending; curving; warping (of feelings, logic, etc.); distortion; refraction; inflection
which; where; all; both; anyway; anyhow
to use up; to exhaust; to devote oneself (to); to do one's utmost (for); to do to exhaustion; to do completely
abandonment; renouncement; renunciation; resignation; abdication; surrender
negative emotions; negative feelings
(social) position; status; standing; position (in a company, organization, etc.); post; rank
establishment; settlement
about; roughly; generally; on the whole; completely; quite
few decades; many decades; several decades
so far; up to now; hitherto; that's enough (for today); it ends here
failure; collapse; breakdown; (arch.) tear (in clothing, etc.); (arch.) rip; (arch.) split
perhaps; maybe; perchance; by some chance; by any chance
contortion; distortion; warp; kink (in one's character); twist
gradually; steadily; slowly; little by little; step by step; by degrees
accumulation; accumulate; store
to descend (e.g. a mountain); to go down; to alight (e.g. from bus); to get off; to step down; to retire; to be granted
explosion; detonation; blast; outburst (of emotion); explosion (e.g. of anger); eruption (e.g. of discontent)
to wait for one's chance; to wait for an opportunity
talk; speech; topic; subject; discussions; negotiation; rumor
to turn back (e.g. half-way); to return; to go back; to recover (e.g. something lost); to be returned; to rebound
consciousness; becoming aware (of); awareness; mano-vijnana (mental consciousness, cognizer of sensory information)
to bring back; to restore
soon; before long; shortly; close (by); near; nearby
movement; transfer; migration; mobile; moving; traveling
truth; reality; proper; right; genuine; authentic
one place; (all in) the same place; one spot; one location; one part; one passage
at leisure; in a relaxed manner; in a carefree manner; to relax; to take it easy; to chill
to live (on, by, etc.); to lead a life; to make a living; to earn a livelihood; to spend one's time (doing); to pass one's days (doing)
to kick; to refuse; to reject; to stamp (on the ground); to firmly press one's feet (against something)
(social) standing; status; identity; birth; one's circumstances; one's means
strange; odd; unexpected; change; incident; disturbance
woman; female; female lover; girlfriend; mistress
to be dyed; to be tainted; to be infected; to be stained
even though; despite; when
disliking; hating; tendency; smack (of); distinction; discrimination
to hang up (e.g. a coat, a picture on the wall); to let hang; to put on (e.g. a blanket); to put on top of; to put on (glasses, etc.); to wear (a necklace, etc.); to make (a call)
at that time; at that moment; then; on that occasion
light (of movements); nimble; light-hearted; cheerful; taking a turn for the better (of an illness); receding of symptoms