(apparently) that's what it's like, isn't it; that sort of (thing mentioned immediately prior)
instant; moment; for an instant
yes; yeah; hum; hmmm; oof
bewilderment; perplexity; embarrassment; discomfiture; bafflement
westering sun; setting sun; afternoon sun
to start to say; to attempt to say; to be about to say; to speak to; to address
to get worse; to deteriorate; to go from bad to worse; to spoil (of food); to go bad; to perish
worry; fear; anxiety; concern
good family; respectable family; decent family
to sense; to perceive; to understand; to comprehend; to attain enlightenment
to become sulky; to become irresponsible (due to disgruntlement)
self-deprecating; self-mocking
laugh; laughter; smile; sneer; sex aids (e.g. dildos, pornographic books, erotic woodblock prints, etc.)
to well up (of tears, anger, joy, etc.); to surge up (within oneself); to rise; to feel nauseated; to feel sick
to trick someone (into confirming or revealing the truth); to ask a leading question
stubbornness; obstinacy; disposition; nature; appetite; desire
self-esteem; self-respect; self-importance; conceit; pride
unnatural; affected; studied; forced
to squeeze out; to wring out
real intention; true motive; true meaning
to draw (conclusion); to deduce; to derive
to swing; to sway; to shake; to waver; to feel shaken; to become unstable
scolding; rebuke; reprimand; fierce encouragement; exhorting
desperation; despair; self-abandonment
for example; for instance; e.g.
that sort of; that kind of; like that; such; so
competent; suitable; qualified
and yet; despite this; but even so; but even then; however; nevertheless
negligent; careless; slipshod; slovenly; reckless; irresponsible
hesitation; indecision; vacillation
to give up (all thoughts of); to abandon; to despair of; to make up one's mind; to make a decision; to decide
to mind (negative nuance); to care about; to worry; to pay undue (amount of) attention to (something)
personality; character; individuality; personhood
while it may be true that; just because; nevertheless; not necessarily
indulgence (esp. in the Catholic Church); pardon; excuse; justification; making amends for a previous misdoing
to complain; to make a complaint
quite; very; 10^48; quindecillion
suddenly; in a flash; quickly; conspicuously; prominently; showily
warm; mild; (pleasantly) hot; considerate; kind; genial
tender; kind; gentle; graceful; affectionate; amiable
personality; character; personal appearance; gentility
from the bottom of one's heart; heartily; sincerely
nice; likeable; desirable
to speak distinctly; to speak clearly; to put it bluntly; to get to the point; to be frank
misemono; type of Edo- and Meiji-period side show often held outdoors or in small temporarily erected shacks on temple and shrine grounds; show; exhibition; spectacle