fear; dread; dismay; terror; horror; scare
to have a cramp; to twitch; to stiffen (of a face, expression); to freeze; to shrink (of skin, due to a scar); to tauten
to cringe with fear; to cower with fright; to be terribly afraid
it cannot be helped; there's nothing for it; it's no use fighting back; it's hopeless; there is no way out of it
disgraceful behavior; disgraceful behaviour; shameful sight
to look at; to gaze; to stare at
soldier; combatant; warrior
to use (a thing, method, etc.); to make use of; to use (a person, animal, puppet, etc.); to employ; to use (time, money, etc.); to spend
things like; something like; someone like; such a thing as; (the fact) that; to think that
something's wrong (with someone); not right (in the head); not oneself; crazy; nuts
ordinary; common; free of charge; unaffected; as is; only
to shiver; to shake; to quake; to tremble; to quaver; to quiver
to look (stare) back at (somebody); to look at again; to re-examine; to prove oneself superior (to someone who had previously been condescending); to look back (behind oneself)
memory; sense; experience
Carlisle (Britain); Carlyle; Carlile
dukedom; duchy; principality
to be ready; to be prepared; to be in order; to be put in order; to be adjusted; to be regulated
looks; personal appearance; features
miserable; wretched; unhappy; sad; pitiable
the more ... the more ...; as; (arch.) while; (arch.) during; (arch.) because; (arch.) since
ugly; unattractive; unsightly; unseemly
to collapse; to crumble; to get out of shape; to lose one's shape; to break down; to be thrown into disarray; to crash (stock market)
meaning; significance; sense
unthinkable; unexpected; absolutely not!; far from it!; (it was) no bother at all; not at all
to finish; to stop; to close (a business, etc.); to close down; to put away; to put back
to give one's name (as); to introduce oneself (as); to claim to be; to call oneself; to reveal oneself (as); to admit to being
this time; now; next time; another time; recently; lately
that way; that direction; there; that (one); you; your family
isn't it?; let's ...; why don't we ...; how about we ...
suddenly and forcefully (e.g. jerk, poke, shove); in a single gulp; in one go
(a) little; (a) few; slight; only; just; merely
to turn over (face down); to lay face down; to point downwards (eyes, head, etc.); to cast down (eyes); to lie (one's body) face down; to lie flat (on the ground)
squad leader; divisional officer
Lord; Sir; state minister (under the ritsuryo system); (arch.) you (in reference to someone of lower status)
younger brother; little brother; brother-in-law (spouse's younger brother or younger sister's husband); (arch.) pupil; (arch.) apprentice
hmm; well ...; humph; roughly; harshly; violently