surrounding at a distance
to save up; to stockpile; to stash away; to hoard; to amass; to salt away
immediately; as soon as possible; as quickly as possible
self-abasement; humility; self-depreciation
to hurry (up); to press; to urge on
to be convinced (that); to be under the impression (that); to make up one's mind; to set one's heart on; to be obsessed (with a thought, idea, etc.); to think about obsessively
since some time ago; for some time; for quite a while
to hit (e.g. one's head); to strike; to throw (e.g. a ball, a question, a demand); to express; to vent (e.g. one's anger)
the person in question; prominent figure; distinguished person; that person
to cling to; to hang onto; to rely on; to depend on; to implore; to entreat
to confuse (someone); to befuddle; to bewilder; to mystify; to throw up a smokescreen; (lit.) to surround with smoke
to make a display of; to show off; to flaunt
secret plan; secret scheme; secret stratagem; secret method
hold; catch; connection; relationship; unease; discomfort
to leave out; to forget to write
elementary; basic; rudimentary
permeation (of thought, ideology, culture, etc.); infiltration (e.g. of ideas); permeation (of a liquid, etc.); soaking; osmosis
to soak into; to permeate; to penetrate
to carry on one's back; to be burdened with; to take responsibility for; to have (something) in the background; to be in front (of something); to be conceited
to brave a danger; to take a risk
attachment; adhesion; tenacity; fixation; obsession
defeat; loss; failing to live up to (one's name, looks, etc.); discount; loss (on a sale)
to come true (of a wish, prayer, etc.); to be realized; to suit (e.g. a purpose); to meet (wishes, ideals, etc.); to match (implies competition); to rival
I wish I had ...; I should have ...; it would have been better if I had ...
to let fly; to make fly; to skip over; to leave out; to run fast; to drive fast; to spray
unexpectedly; surprisingly; unexpected; unanticipated; unforeseen
to cease; to desist; to cut it out; to lay off (an activity); to drop (a subject) to abolish; to resign
piece; fragment; one (object)
execution (e.g. of a plan); carrying out; practice; action; implementation; fulfillment
plot; scheme; trick; design; intrigue; artifice
unhappiness; sorrow; misfortune; death (usu. of a relative); bereavement
to turn on one's heel; to turn back; to return
whereabouts; place; location; place where one belongs; where one fits in; place where one can be oneself
to fade; to lose colour (color); to discolour (discolor)
fluttering; flapping; (arch.) flickering (light, flame, etc.); frill; piece of thin material
to rummage through; to ransack (e.g. a drawer); to throw into confusion; to disrupt; to upset
vague; fuzzy; elusive; slippery
(moment of) departure; (upon) leaving; retirement
all talk; glib; insincere; empty; specious
festival; feast; harassment by an Internet pitchfork mob; online shaming; galore (as in "goals galore"); frenzy
reverberation; swelling (of a hymn); lingering memory; aftertaste; suggestiveness (of a book, poem, etc.)