after having come this far; now that we've come this far
after all; in the end; conclusion; end; end of a game of go, shogi, etc.
to give up; to abandon (hope, plans); to resign oneself (to)
especially; particularly; surely; clearly; as if; as though
to confide; to reveal; to disclose; to lay bare; to speak frankly; to open (one's heart)
to stay on; to remain; to hold out; to stop (doing); to give up
(nearly certain) death; extremely dangerous place (or situation) from which one might not return alive; proper place to die; dilemma; predicament
rather; sooner; preferably
I, myself; one-self; by one-self; even I; even one
to get cloudy; to cloud over; to cloud up; to fog up; to be gloomy; to be clouded (expression)
curse; spell; malediction
to separate; to part; to divide; to keep apart
to get; to secure; to learn; to master; to complete
lover; sweetheart; boyfriend; girlfriend
companion; partner; spouse
yearning; longing for; deep affection
calculation; self-interest; selfishness
to warp; to bend; to contort; to be perverted; to be warped (of a view, mind, etc.); to be distorted
to draw (attention, sympathy, etc.); to attract (e.g. interest)
no more than; just; only; mere; goes no further than
appropriate; adequate; suitable; fitting; worthy
forever; for good; eternally; as long as one likes; indefinitely; no matter what
to think; to consider; to think (of doing); to plan (to do); to judge; to assess; to imagine
exaggerated; overblown; pretentious
to load (a gun, etc.); to charge; to put into (e.g. emotion, effort); to include (e.g. tax in a sales price); to hang over; to shroud
have no choice; there is nothing but; no more than
to see without obstruction; to see through; to forecast; to predict; to anticipate
to desire; to wish; to beg; to request; to have something done for oneself
intense antipathy (like a blazing fire); (lit.) flames of rage
to burn; to scorch; to singe; to char
retreating figure; appearance from behind
moment; instant; kshana; duration of a single mental event (about 1/75 second); shortest possible interval of time
innermost depths of one's heart
to sleep; to die; to rest (in peace); to lie idle (e.g. of resources); to lie unused; (arch.) to close one's eyes
counter-current; adverse tide; regurgitation (of blood)
point of ignition; flash point
clothes; garment; gown; robe; coating (e.g. glaze, batter, icing)
to fling; to throw off (clothes); to kick off (boots)
to walk behind someone; to follow in someone's footsteps
to flash (e.g. lightning); to flicker; to flutter (e.g. flag); to wave; to flash into one's mind (e.g. an idea); to come to one suddenly