I, myself; one-self; by one-self; even I; even one
unexpected; contrary to expectations; by chance; casual
to force; to compel; to coerce; to press; to impose
disgust; hate; repugnance; loathing
accurate; correct; precise; exact
there's no (other) way; cannot be helped; unavoidable; it's no use (doing); pointless; hopeless (person)
tired; frazzled; tiresome; tiring; draining
indicates reason or excuse; indicates dissatisfaction; indicates desire to be pampered or indulged
to behave like a spoiled child; to behave like a spoilt child; to fawn on; to depend and presume upon another's benevolence
intention; plan; belief; assumption; estimate; estimation
indeed; really; absolutely; truly; actually; very
virtuous mind; good intentions; good will; positive mindset; bona fides; good faith
this world; this life; current epoch (i.e. the Holocene epoch)
translation; deciphering; decoding; translation
that is so; that is right; it looks to me; people say that; it is said that; I hear that
gold (Au); golden; prosperous; money (esp. ōban coin); cash
to manufacture; to produce; to raise (crops); to invent; to dream up; to create
positive (photographic) image
filtration; filtering; percolation
to become stiff (of muscles); to get absorbed in; to develop a passion for; to be elaborate; to be intricate
to turn inside out; to turn the other way; to turn (something) over
to remain; to abide; to stay (in the one place); to be limited to; to be confined to; to only account for
limit; limits; degree; extent; the end; the last; as long as ...
worst; horrible; horrid; in the worst case; if worst comes to worst
effect; effectiveness; efficacy; effects (e.g. sound effects, visual effects, special effects)
intent to kill; intent to murder; urge to kill; murderous impulse
merciful heart; compassion; mercy; benevolence
outward appearance; apparent
change; alteration; difference; distinction; something wrong; abnormality
to use up; to exhaust; to devote oneself (to); to do one's utmost (for); to do to exhaustion; to do completely
even if ...; even supposing that ...; also as ...; also for ...; also from the position of ...
crime; sin; penalty; sentence; fault; responsibility
business trip; official trip
aeroplane; airplane; aircraft