in a manner of speaking; as it were; so to speak; if you like; per se
decision; determination; resolution
independence; self-reliance
back off!; leave me alone!
to grow up; to become an adult
to cry; to weep; to sob; to howl
to lament; to grieve; to regret; to deplore
to disappear (of people or animals); to go (away); to leave; to no longer exist
to catch one's breath; to gulp; to have one's breath taken away; to gasp
to come to like; to become fond of; to fall in love
care; looking after; trouble; bother; good offices; recommendation
trouble; bother; trouble; difficulty; care; attention
to spend; to expend; to waste; to squander; to devote
enjoyment; pleasure; diversion; anticipation; looking forward to
to express in a refined fashion; to weave a web of words
one clap; one beat; one mora (taken as a unit of time)
you could say; you might say; verging on the
futon; Japanese bedding consisting of a mattress and a duvet; round cushion used for Zen meditation (traditionally made of woven bulrush leaves)
cold (e.g. weather); uninteresting (esp. joke); lame; dull
it is not possible (to, that); there is no such thing as
sleeping comfort or snugness
sleepy; drowsy; somnolent
indication; sign; hint; tone (of the market)
dimly; faintly; absentmindedly; vacantly; idly; aimlessly
one night; one evening; all night; overnight
desperation; despair; self-abandonment
the opposite sex; isomerism
friendship; companionship; fraternity; comradeship
wild; uninhibited; extravagant; rampant
to behave; to conduct oneself; to entertain; to treat someone (to a drink); to make tea for someone (tea ceremony)
to become desperate; to give way to despair
to take seriously; to take someone at their word; to believe (to be true)
to find fault (with trivial matters); to scold over minor things; to get angry over trifles; to raise one's eyebrows
to jar; to creak; to grate
attitude; posture; preparedness; readiness
to be renewed; to change; to be improved; to be reformed; to stand on ceremony; to be formal
to turn over (in one's sleep); to toss and turn (in bed); to change sides; to double-cross; to betray
murmur; mutter; murmuring; tweet; Twitter post
to wake up; to awake; to perk up; to awaken (to the truth, etc.); to come to a realization; to come to one's senses
environment; circumstance