sad thought; depressing reflection
soliloquy; monologue; speaking to oneself
chirp; twitter; warble; whale tongue
exterior; outside; outer; external; lateral
discharge; outward flow; efflux; leak of (private) information or pictures
somewhat reserved (diffident); shyly; timidly; retiringly; in a retiring (reserved) manner
to recover consciousness; to come to
to blush; to go red in the face; to change color; to change colour
desire; want; will; wish; urge; craving
drearily; with desolation; with loneliness (esp. the rain and wind)
to shine; to glow; to look attractive; to look nice; to be set off (by)