until now; so far; up to the present
bewilderment; perplexity; embarrassment; discomfiture; bafflement
sentiment; emotions; one's feelings; one's heart
to see through; to see into (someone's heart, mind, etc.); to perceive; to find out; to detect
even more; still more; further
self-torture; masochism; inflicting damage to oneself
ditch; drain; groove; tread; gap (between people, countries, etc.); gulf
to fit; to get into; to be fit for (a job, etc.); to be suited for; to fall into; to plunge into
to cross one's mind; to spring to mind; to occur to one
contradiction; inconsistency
desire; wish; request; entreaty; prayer; (written) application
to be worried; to be troubled
outward appearance; ostensible; public; official
increasingly; more and more; decreasingly (when declining); less and less
to deepen; to heighten; to intensify
spirit; mind; nature; disposition; motivation; intention
one day; all day (long); throughout the day; first day of the month
to visit; to call on; to pay a visit to
to take an attitude; to take a stance; to commit oneself; to assume a position
this and that; this or that; one thing or another; this way and that
to be disgusted with; to run out of patience; to fall out of love
there's no (other) way; cannot be helped; unavoidable; it's no use (doing); pointless; hopeless (person)
resentment; grudge; malice; matter for regret; regret
to spur on; to urge forward; to impel; to drive at high speed (e.g. a car)
doubt; question; uncertainty; skepticism; scepticism; suspicion
how (beautiful, etc.); what a ...; nothing worth mentioning; nothing special; of what name
oneself (itself, etc.); I; me; you; by oneself (itself, etc.); interjection expressing anger or chagrin
to continue to rain or snow
stuffed toy; stuffed animal; plush toy; soft toy; cuddly toy
to notice; to become aware; to be scrupulous; to be attentive; to recover consciousness; to come to oneself
it's not like; it isn't as if
distortion (often used for caricature in manga, etc.); deformation
bat (Chiroptera spp.); umbrella; opportunist; turncoat
Gothic (style); Gothic (typeface)
pitch; tone; time; tempo; mood; tendency
travel; trip; journey; excursion; tour
confession; acknowledgement; confession of love; professing one's feelings; confession of sins (e.g. the confessional)
day; days; sun; sunshine; (the) day; daytime; date