painful; difficult; distressing; (psychologically) difficult; straitened (circumstances); tight (financial situation)
after; post; ex-; after the fact; ex post
incontinence; soiling oneself; wetting one's pants; discharge (e.g. of contaminants); effluence
way to die; means of dying; quality of one's death
strongly; violently; quickly; suddenly
to shake; to jolt; to rock (cradle); to swing
wasteful; a waste; too good; more than one deserves; impious; profane
something; some kind of; for some reason
to struggle in the water; to sink below the surface and become unable to breathe; to (nearly) drown; to indulge in; to lose one's head over something; to be addicted
to grow up; to become an adult; to become big; to grow in size
funeral; burial rites; attendance at a funeral
conclusion; decision; end; settlement
beyond that point; after that
pitch dark; total darkness
to throw down; to throw out; to abandon; to resign; to give freely; to give generously
total darkness; pitch dark; bleak future; poor prospects
nonsense; silly talk; drivel; rubbish
to turn one's hand to; to reach out one's hand; to get involved in; to make a move on; to strike; to beat
to bend; to curve; to bend (the truth); to falsify; to corrupt; to sully
stout-hearted; firm; courageous; brave; tough
to stare back at; to look back at
assertion; declaration; affirmation
to bear up in tragedy; to stand pain well; to hold one's temper; to clench one's teeth; to grit one's teeth
to tell; to (try to) persuade; to advise; to warn; to admonish; to reason
to become pale; to turn pale
to grumble; to make difficulties
stretch; tension; resilience; springiness; will-power; pluck
brake; drag; skid; restraint; curtailment; self-imposed limit
at last; finally; barely; narrowly; just
to feel anxious; to feel nervous; fluttering down; trickling down (e.g. tears); hanging untidily (of hair); straggling
different (from); not the same (as)
to wear (in modern Japanese, from the shoulders down); to put on; to bear (guilt, etc.)
to get strong; to gain strength
one's last moment; one's death; one's end
to care for (the sick); to nurse; to attend (someone's deathbed)
calling repeatedly (e.g. someone's name); pronouncing successively (usu. repeating a syllable with voicing, as in "tsuzuku")
to put back; to return; to vomit; to throw up; to recover (of a market price)
one; 1; best; first; foremost; beginning; start
to turn over (face down); to lay face down; to point downwards (eyes, head, etc.); to cast down (eyes); to lie (one's body) face down; to lie flat (on the ground)
with all one's strength; with all one's might