anxiously; impatiently; worriedly; fretting; getting worked up
fact; truth; reality; in fact; actually
pupil (of the eye); one's eyes
imitation; copy; make-believe; doing something in a way that only superficially resembles the real thing
end; ending; close; end of (one's) life; death
liking very much; loving (something or someone); adoring; being very fond of
thought; imagination; mind; desire; wish; love
now that; since; so long as; because
don't worry; there's no need to worry
if; in case; supposing; worst (case); unexpected (occurence); unforeseen
to refuse; to reject; to inform; to give notice; to ask leave; to excuse oneself (from)
in all sincerity; with one's whole heart; whole-hearted devotion
clearly; plainly; distinctly; decisively; flatly; definitely
to put one's strength into
knowing only too well; being fully aware of
(several) tens; dozens; scores (of)
necessary; needed; essential; necessity; need; requirement
for example; for instance; e.g.
(someone) acting like a boyfriend even though not in a relationship
happy; glad; pleased; joyful; delightful; gratifying
lonely (e.g. person, feeling); lonesome; desolate; deserted; sad; lacking
because; as; since; because of that; therefore; accordingly
to permit; to allow; to forgive; to pardon; to exempt (someone) from; to remit; to acknowledge
to nod; to bow one's head in assent; to agree
decision; determination; resolution
hypothesis; supposition; assumption; expectation; anticipation
strong; potent; strong; brawny; good (at); skilled; being able to handle
to be surprised; to be bewildered; to be confused; to be flustered; to roll one's eyes up and down
having no thought for; having no consideration for; disregarding; overlooking; (arch.) being found not guilty (in an Edo-period court); (arch.) acquittal
decrepitude; (being) rickety; (state of) falling apart; looseness (in machinery); play
to fall completely silent; to become still as death
declaration; proclamation; announcement
turning round; going around; turning about; surrounding; encircling
particularly; especially; in particular; expressly
to shoot through (a wall, the heart, etc.); to go through; to pierce; to hit (e.g. the bull's-eye)
(if) by some chance; by some possibility; in the unlikely event that; (unlikely event of) emergency; the worst(-case scenario)
to come to like; to become fond of; to fall in love
private affairs; personal matter
in person; personally; directly
to (hit and) crush; to smash; to squash; to defeat soundly; to crush (an opponent, hopes, etc.)
readiness; (mental) preparedness; resolution; determination; resignation (to one's fate)
gratitude; thanks; apology
end; conclusion; last; final; once ...; the moment ... (, that's it)
to open wide (doors or windows); to throw open; to fling open; to leave open; to keep open