disastrous; tragic; miserable; wretched; pitiful; woeful
state; condition; the way things should be; ideal state; truth
television; TV; TV program; TV programme; TV broadcast
denial; negation; negation (logic); NOT operation
as a matter of fact; actually; effectively; in reality; in effect
to die; to draw one's last breath; to breathe one's last
outside daimyo; non-Tokugawa daimyo; outsider; one not included in the favored (favoured) group
barely; narrowly; only just; with difficulty
to shine; to be visible; to be tinged with; to rise (of water levels); to flow in; to be felt (i.e. as an emotion); to come over one
flower; blossom; cherry blossom; beauty; blooming (esp. of cherry blossoms); ikebana; hanafuda
colouring; coloring; shade (of colour); flavour; nuance; feel
new; fresh; new item (e.g. customer, regulation); newly created object; new customer
look; glimpse; apparently; seemingly; (arch.) first meeting
contents; interior; substance; content; (sword) blade
to replace; to substitute; to shift; to change places
convenient; expedient; makeshift
container; receptacle; vessel; packaging
to dream (i.e. while asleep); to have a dream; to dream (of the future); to have a fleeting experience
to torment; to torture; to harass
to be true to nature; to be lifelike
as a matter of fact; to tell the truth
real feeling; actual feeling; to actually feel; to have a real feeling (that ...); to experience personally
more or less; though not quite satisfactorily; tentatively; for the time being; just in case; once
how; in what way; by what means
nature; disposition; temperament; qualities; attributes; talents
to yearn for; to pine; to be deeply in love with
to hold in one's arms (e.g. a baby); to embrace; to have sex with; to make love to; to sit on (eggs); to brood
envious; jealous; enviable (position, etc.)
frustrated (over a failure, humiliation or injustice); annoyed; chagrined; (bitterly) disappointed; bitter; vexed
outlet (for one's anger, etc.); place (to turn one's eyes, to vent one's dissatisfaction, etc.); place to put something; place to dispose of something
since one was born; (in) all one's life
to long for; to yearn after; to admire; to be attracted by
insufficiency; deficiency; shortage; dissatisfaction; discontent; complaint
long and large; tall and large; grand; huge