hesitation; bewilderment; illusion; delusion; inability to reach enlightenment
to stay overnight; to stop (e.g. at a hotel)
feel uneasy; on tenterhooks; in suspense; on pins and needles
virtuous mind; good intentions; good will; positive mindset; bona fides; good faith
apprehensions; misgivings; uneasiness; anxiety; fear
to repeat; to be frequent
opposition; resistance; insubordination; defiance; hostility; rebellion
to lose contact with (someone); to stop communication with; to go missing; to disappear
first experience (of something); first sexual experience
ethics; ethical viewpoint; moral value; sense of duty; sense of ethics
to check through; to thoroughly investigate
course; route; path; process; means
handle; steering wheel; handlebar; handlebars; handle; screen name
to constrict one's chest; to wring one's heart; to wrench one's heart
to let (someone) hear; to tell (e.g. a story); to make (someone) listen; to make (someone) understand; to grip (someone) with skilful singing, storytelling, etc.; to hold (someone) enchanted by
unfeeling; heartless; cold-hearted; cruel
to carry on one's back; to be burdened with; to take responsibility for; to have (something) in the background; to be in front (of something); to be conceited
to paw (at) the ground; to struggle (using one's arms and legs); to flounder; to struggle (to escape an adverse situation); to strive
still; yet; more; still more; as ...; like ...
acutely (feel); keenly; severely; tightly; hard
to leak out; to escape; to find expression; to give vent; to leak out; to be divulged
ectogenesis; outside the body
to deceive; to falsify; to dodge; to beg the question (issue, difficulties); to varnish over; to gloss over
search (esp. for someone or something missing); manhunt; legally authorized search of a person, building, etc.
to overflow from something full
to jump at; to be attracted by
being preoccupied with; being obsessed; only thinking of; having only ... on one's mind
conscious; deliberate; intentional
incomplete understanding; doubt; question; distrust; suspicion; strangeness
swastika (esp. counterclockwise form as a Buddhist symbol); fylfot; swastika-shaped family crest; wow; yeah
back-facing; backwards; backward-looking; retrogressive; reactionary
to collapse into; to flop onto
serious; severe; grave; acute
to behave; to conduct oneself; to entertain; to treat someone (to a drink); to make tea for someone (tea ceremony)
tightly (packed); densely; closely; crammed
to become tense; to be tightened; to become firm (e.g. body)
heavy (feeling, etc.); gloomy (weather, etc.); oppressive (atmosphere, etc.); stifling; strained
to coil about; to follow about; to surround; to cling to
choking; suffocating; stifling; oppressive; heavy