consideration; guess; conjecture; judgment; judgement
false name; alias; assumed name; pseudonym
originally; by nature; from the start
to lead; to take the lead (in doing something); to precede; to go before; to die before (esp. one's spouse, parents, etc.); to be a prerequisite
to support; to maintain; to bring up; to raise; to adopt (a child); to cultivate (a habit, a quality, etc.)
income; receipts; revenue
to be lost (e.g. luggage); to be missing; to be used up; to be run out; to disappear (e.g. pain); to be lost (e.g. a dream, confidence)
side job; sideline; subsidiary business
employment (long term); hire
infiltration; sneaking in; going undercover
together; jointly; at the same time; with; both
one's post; place of work; workplace
apathy; lassitude; lethargy; languor
to drain; to pour; to wash away; to distribute (e.g. electricity over wires, music over a PA system, etc.); to circulate; to cruise (e.g. taxi); to float
self-deprecation; self-derision; self-mockery; laughing at oneself
to be flustered; to lose one's presence of mind
while; during (the time when)
like this; this sort; this way
purposely (of something needless, unexpected or seemingly counterproductive, etc.); daringly (doing something); not necessarily; not particularly; (arch.) definitely not
ill-natured; mean; nasty; sadistic; cruel; mean-spirited
unrelated; irrelevant; unconcerned; unconnected
with a twitch (e.g. an eyebrow); with a dip; with a bob; with a flutter
fingertip; finger; toe tip; toe
to rub; to chafe; to strike (match); to lose (e.g. a match); to forfeit; to squander one's money (e.g. through gambling, Pachinko, etc.)
place to put something; storage space; storehouse; depository; repository; shed
desirable; hoped for; preferable; advisable
to be noisy (e.g. from people talking); to be discomposed (e.g. feelings)
safety; security; safely; without incident; good health; inaction
to use up (all one's strength, ideas, etc.); to exert oneself; to do one's best
courier; smuggler; carrier (e.g. of illegal drugs); trafficker
(something) has never occurred; to have never done (something); such a thing has not happened; never happens; there is never a time when
appeal; call for something; request; axiom
understanding and acceptance; spiritual awakening; a heart that understands truth; (feeling of) resignation
bet; wager; stake; gamble
far away; distant place; long ago; far back; by far