dejectedly; sorrowfully; crestfallen
interlude; intermission; insert chapter; special chapter
decision; determination; resolution
the way back; the way home; return trip
to mope; to brood; to be in low spirits; to have the blues
to fall ill; to suffer from (e.g. a disease); to have something wrong with (e.g. an inner organ); to be depressed; to feel down
to be in a hurry; to be impatient; to be anxious (to do); to get a fright; to panic; to get flustered
to push; to propel; to shove; to spur (someone); to stimulate; to impel
state of mind; mental state; mental attitude
to find difficult to guess; to struggle to work out; to be unable to figure out
to refuse; to reject; to inform; to give notice; to ask leave; to excuse oneself (from)
after that; afterwards; thereafter
(not) anything; (nothing) at all; and everything else; and all; (not) at all; (not) in the least
mental; spiritual; emotional
instability; insecurity; crankiness
just one person; only one
grounds; foundation; authority; support; prop; something upon which to rely
to come true (of a dream, wish, etc.); to be realized; to be fulfilled; to be granted; to be answered (of a prayer); to be requited (of love)
self-analysis; autoanalysis
element; component; factor; element (e.g. in array); member (e.g. data structure)
to forget completely; to leave behind
desperation; despair; self-abandonment
to suffer mentally; to be in emotional pain
thought; imagination; mind; desire; wish; love
biggest; greatest; largest; maximum
fresh off the farm; inexperienced
good; goodness; right; virtue
besides; moreover; in addition; to make matters worse
lawfulness; propriety; reasonableness; appropriateness; legality; legitimacy
to be convinced (that); to be under the impression (that); to make up one's mind; to set one's heart on; to be obsessed (with a thought, idea, etc.); to think about obsessively
sense of impending crisis; sense of danger
which way; which direction; which one (esp. of two alternatives); who
to come to like; to become fond of; to fall in love
time series; chronological order; chronology
justification; rationalization
finding fault (with); being picky
bloodshot eyes; (doing something in a) frenzy
only recently; just of late
mental; mental health; mental state; mental resolve
to invite; to ask (someone to do); to tempt; to lure; to induce (tears, laughter, sleepiness, etc.); to arouse (e.g. sympathy)
mental condition; state of mind; mentality
self-hatred; self-abhorrence; self-loathing
good (person, nature, etc.); good-natured; virtuous; honest