to be mixed together; to be blended; to intermingle; to commingle
reservation; putting on hold; deferment
inner thoughts; real intention; at heart; deep down; inner center (centre)
to be upset; to lose one's composure; to lose self-control; to put in disorder; to mess up; to disturb
to go pale; to grow pale; to lose color; to turn white
wee-wee; pee-pee; number one
bashfully; hesitantly; fidgety; restlessly; squirming; wriggling
improper; immodest; disgraceful; shameful; vulgar; low
wetting oneself; peeing in one's pants
securing; obtaining; ensuring; belay; belaying
to take (be in) charge of
strict (e.g. security); heavy (e.g. guard); showy; pretentious; impressive; imposing
the front (of a battlefield); forefront
secret; clandestine; covert; spy (for a daimyo, shogun, etc.); secret agent
successful execution; accomplishment; completion; fulfillment; carrying through
to light (a candle, lamp, etc.); to turn on (a light)
variables; uncertain elements; uncertainties; imponderables
to be too numerous; to be too much
one (esp. of two); the other; on the one hand; on the other hand; whereas; although
self-willed; (doing or saying things) to suit one's own convenience; oblivious to the convenience of others
eagerly (waiting); (waiting) impatiently
to overturn; to capsize; to overthrow (government etc.); to reverse (decision etc.); to disprove (an established theory etc.)
twelve; 12; queen (playing card)
with a rustling sound; (rummaging) around
body and soul; mind and body
to shrink; to contract; to diminish (in size)
it's no big deal; it's no problem; it's nothing to worry about; safe (and sound); all right
absentmindedly; dazedly; vaguely
to put a stop to; to put a hold on; to put the brakes on; to call a halt to; to block; to shelve