for the first time in one's life
thirst for blood; bloodlust; determination to kill
blue; azure; green; pale; gray; unripe
flushing (of one's cheeks); dizziness; rush of blood to the head
originally; essentially; naturally; in the first place; to begin with
beautiful face; good looks; beauty
to be convinced (that); to be under the impression (that); to make up one's mind; to set one's heart on; to be obsessed (with a thought, idea, etc.); to think about obsessively
to be shut; to close; to be firm (of a body, face, etc.); to be well-knit; to be locked; to tighten
to corner; to drive to the wall; to run down; to track down; to chase after
with a smooth, unhindered motion; speedily and without delay
to grow weak; to become weak; to lose strength
everything turning out fine; the whole thing being settled
wild; in disarray; harum-scarum; hysteric
not holding on; not using the hands; letting go one's hold; lack of reserve (in expressing one's emotions); lack of restraint; openly (saying)
assistance; help; aid; support; reinforcement
to be found; to be discovered
rare (or peculiar) animal
to stare in wonder; to be amazed
even though it is not; despite not
where; which; anyway; anyhow; sooner or later; eventually
flower; blossom; cherry blossom; beauty; blooming (esp. of cherry blossoms); ikebana; hanafuda
to come down; to go down; to hang; to dangle; to move back; to step back; to deteriorate
to collapse; to crumble; to get out of shape; to lose one's shape; to break down; to be thrown into disarray; to crash (stock market)
obvious; clear; plain; evident; apparent; explicit
softly; gently; stealthily; secretly; to leave alone; to leave as it is
plump; rotund; chubby; entirely; completely; wholly
to crouch; to squat; to cower
negative (e.g. thinking); negative; negative (electrical polarity)
full of confidence; brimming with (self-)confidence; having great faith in oneself
face; looks; vestiges; trace
generalization; generalisation; popularization; to generalize; to generalise; to popularize
roundabout (e.g. expression); indirect (reference, criticism, etc.); oblique
what is to be done?; what should (I) do?; what (am I) to do?
(on) one's own; (by) oneself
to take; to carry (something) away; to bear