intention; idea; inclination; wish
immersing oneself in; being absorbed in; devoting oneself to; giving oneself up entirely to
to endeavor (endeavour); to try; to strive; to make an effort; to exert oneself; to be diligent
question; inquiry; enquiry
irritability; feeling of impatience; sense of uneasiness
to become stronger; to grow in intensity; to grow violent; to invite contributions, etc.; to solicit help, participation, etc.; to recruit (e.g. soldiers)
miserable; wretched; unhappy; sad; pitiable
real feeling; actual feeling; to actually feel; to have a real feeling (that ...); to experience personally
knowledge; awareness; consent; acceptance; forgiving; pardoning
therefore; and so; for that reason; accordingly; consequently; hence
to bear up in tragedy; to stand pain well; to hold one's temper; to clench one's teeth; to grit one's teeth
anxiety; uneasiness; worry; apprehension; fear; insecurity
everything; anything; nothing
empty; void; vain; fruitless; lifeless
to whirl; to eddy; to be all jumbled together (feelings, thoughts, etc.); to surge; to sweep
living; life (one's daily existence); livelihood
(way of) life; living; livelihood; life circumstances
style; manner; way; after (period of time) again (e.g. meeting again after a year); for the first time in (period of time)
to betray; to turn traitor to; to double-cross
severe; harsh; hard; cruel; rigorous
independence; self-reliance
self-confidence; confidence (in oneself)
loose; slack; gentle (slope, curve); slow (speed); lenient; liberal
condition; state (of health); appearance
direct; immediate; personal; firsthand
brittle; fragile; weak; tender-hearted; sentimental; easily moved
to breathe out; to breathe; to tell (a lie); to use (foul language); to vomit; to throw up
before one's eyes; in front of one; under one's nose; immediate; imminent; around the corner
to line up; to set up; to enumerate; to itemize; to be equal (to); to compare well (with)
comfort; consolation; diversion
recreation; diversion; relaxation