for the present; for the time being; for a while (from now); for some time (to come)
reservation; putting on hold; deferment
position (where one is standing); place where one stands; position; stance; standpoint
grief; sorrow; extreme sadness; heartbreak
to use to the full (one's voice, energy, etc.); to muster all of (one's strength, courage, etc.); to summon all of; to exert fully; to strain (one's voice)
it cannot be helped; there's nothing for it; it's no use fighting back; it's hopeless; there is no way out of it
tightly; closely; exactly; precisely; suddenly (stopping); perfectly (suited)
retreating figure; appearance from behind
junior high school; middle school; lower secondary school
to creep in; to steal in; to sneak in
to paint (draw) a picture
to get angry; to get mad; to tell someone off; to scold; to be angular; to be square
to choose one's words (with care); to be careful with one's words
fast-talking; rapid talking
to slip into; to crawl into (under); to conceal oneself (under); to sneak into; to infiltrate
girl; daughter; baby girl; young woman
to carry on one's back; to be burdened with; to take responsibility for; to have (something) in the background; to be in front (of something); to be conceited
emoji; pictorial symbol; pictograph; ASCII art
to stretch; to reach to; to stand on tiptoe
right hand; right-hand side; right-hand direction; (on) the right
to give up all thoughts of; to abandon; to despair of; to make up one's mind; to take a momentous decision
to tie; to fasten; to wear (necktie, belt); to put on; to total; to sum; to be strict with
terrible; dreadful; terrifying; surprising; startling; tremendous
to fall forward (of a person); to tumble forward
to force; to compel; to coerce; to press; to impose
after (a long process); at the end of; last line (of a renga)
obstinate person; stubbornness; pigheadedness; hard head (like a rock)
to hit (e.g. one's head); to strike; to throw (e.g. a ball, a question, a demand); to express; to vent (e.g. one's anger)
proximity; nearness; soon; nearby
after a long time; for the first time in a while
looking furious; looking like one's about to blow their top
gazing steadily at; observing (a person) closely; maintain a watch over
choking; suffocating; stifling; oppressive; heavy
great physical power; animal strength
keenly; deeply; calmly; quietly; fixedly (e.g. gazing, staring)
to yearn for (someone, something); to miss
sticking (in one place, position, etc.); settling; becoming established (of a custom, system, etc.); taking hold; fixation (photography); fixing
stupid; foolish; idiotic; fool; idiot; blockhead
where; which; anyway; anyhow; sooner or later; eventually
to be open (to traffic); to lead to; to flow (liquid, current); to pass; to be understood; to be comprehended; to be honored