if so; in that case; in that situation
stagnation; deposit; sediment; faltering; hesitation; pause
tensely; tightly; erectly; intuitively; instinctively; with a burst
hesitation; bewilderment; illusion; delusion; inability to reach enlightenment
to catch sight of; to see; to suppose; to assume from appearances
in a daze; absent-mindedly; dimly; hazily; with a roar (of flames); with a whoosh
to be delirious with fever; to have a feverish dream; (fig.) to be crazy about something
once; one time; temporarily; for a moment; one degree; one tone
to turn back (e.g. half-way); to return; to go back; to recover (e.g. something lost); to be returned; to rebound
from the beginning; from scratch
towards (a destination); for the purpose of; with the goal of; targeting (a group, a demographic)
soliloquy; monologue; speaking to oneself
in; on; at (place); as for; regarding
real intention; motive; true opinion; what one really thinks
fleeting (glimpse, glance, etc.)
to send (a thing); to dispatch; to take or escort (a person somewhere); to see off (a person); to bid farewell (to the departed); to bury; to spend (time)
how long; how much; to what extent
to pass (of time); to elapse
which (of three or more); well; now; c'mon
to throw away; to cast away; to abandon; to desert; to give up; to resign
resistance; opposition; reluctance; repulsion; resistance; drag
to throw away; to abandon; to give up; to relinquish; to lay down (one's life)
to be broken; to break; to fall through; to come to nothing
pretending not to see something; turning a blind eye to; burying one's head in the sand
to forget completely; to leave behind
be supposed or expected to (do); be sure to (do); ought to (do)
to fuss over; to be particular about; to be obsessive about; to be fixated on; to obstruct; to hinder
speck; dot; point; only a little; particle; only one
expectation; anticipation; purpose; intention; others' opinions of one; speculation
atmosphere; mood; a certain air; presence; (Earth's) atmosphere
to destroy; to demolish; to disturb; to put into disorder; to relax (one's pose); to make oneself at ease; to break (a bill)
precious; valuable; priceless; noble; exalted; sacred
sublime; noble; high-minded
to snatch away; to dispossess; to steal
from the bottom of one's heart; heartily; sincerely
is not; am not; are not; isn't it?
to have a go; to try and do (something); to take a chance with something
does not seem; unlikely; improbable
with a feeling of relief; with a sigh of relief; deeply (sigh)
to be relieved; to feel relieved
to be silent; to say nothing
to bow; to bow one's head; to apologize; to apologise; to bow to; to yield to
again; once more; a second time
slowly; quietly; steadily; soon; momentarily; before long