to appear uncomfortable (with); to seem to hate; to express dislike
to disappear (of people or animals); to go (away); to leave; to no longer exist
laying the groundwork; behind-the-scenes maneuvering; consensus-building process; digging around the roots of a tree (before transplanting)
preparation; arrangements; getting ready; provision; setup; reserving
arrowhead; target of a flying arrow; brunt (of an attack); the very moment (when); the point (of doing)
deeply; keenly; severely; intently; carefully; closely
isolated; standing alone; falling in drops (e.g. rain); saying a single word; muttering just a few words
to raise one's voice; to shout; to yell; to speak up (e.g. in protest); to speak one's mind
to press against; to push against; to force against; to foist on (task, responsibility); to impose (one's will)
abandonment; renouncement; renunciation; resignation; abdication; surrender
to be seen; to be visible; to look; to seem; to come
interrupting (someone speaking); butting in; cutting in
to hold one's tongue; to shut up
to shut one's mouth; to hold one's tongue; to keep silent
outside; exterior; the open (air); other place; somewhere else
to burst into tears; to burst out crying; to begin to cry; to be moved to tears
lonely (e.g. person, feeling); lonesome; desolate; deserted; sad; lacking
to become quiet; to quiet down; to quieten down; to calm down; to die down; to subside
air; atmosphere; mood; situation; someone with no presence; someone who doesn't stand out at all
to be unable to endure; to be unable to stand (something); to lose patience
clearing one's throat; cough
to cause trouble (for someone); to annoy; to bother; to inconvenience
unpleasant; awkward; embarrassing; uneasy
to turn away (one's eyes, face, etc.); to avert; to displease; to annoy; to miss (the target, ball, etc.)
(what) the heck; (why) in the world; one object; one body; one form; one style; one Buddhist image
super-; ultra-; extremely; really; of course; definitely
pleasant; agreeable; comfortable
to finger; to touch; to make changes to; to tinker with; to dabble in; to do as a hobby
whenever you want; any time you like
to have a meal; to take a meal
whim; caprice; fancy; capricious; fickle; whimsical
to walk about; to walk around; to walk to and fro; to pace around; to wander
to look for; to search for; to go on a spree (spending, reading, etc.); to binge; to fish
living a life of leisure with dignity; living quietly and comfortably free from worldly cares; otium cum dignitate
to spend (time); to pass; to overdo (esp. alcohol consumption); to drink (alcohol); to take care of; to support
if you are so inclined; if it suits you; if you like
to roughen (e.g. one's attitude); to raise (one's voice)
apathetic; lackadaisical; indolent; weak; feeble; effeminate
unworthy; unbecoming; improper
gathering; meeting; assembly; collection; attendance