embarrassed smile; embarrassed laugh; bashful smile
to be struck with terror; to be terrified; to be scared to death
feeling of tragic heroism; feeling of grim resolve; sense of determination
to amass; to accumulate; to store; to leave unpaid
feeling of dread; awful feeling; sense of fear
extinction; extinguishment; disappearance; annihilation
to clamber up; to climb up
crawling forward (on one's stomach)
I'm off (and will be back later); see you later; to go (and then come back)
visual hallucination; vision
dark; gloomy; depressed; dispirited; dark (in colour); dull; ill-boding
to scatter; to sprinkle; to spray; to lavish (money, charm, etc.)
next (e.g. "next April"); forthcoming; coming; to come; to arrive; to be due to
sexual excitement; estrus; oestrus; rut; (coming into) heat
pulpy; soppy; sloppy; untidy; in a disarray
steward; butler; court official; deacon (Anglican, Lutheran, etc.)
to put into the mouth; to eat
drop (e.g. of water); drip
to engage in a bloody feud; to have a family quarrel; to quarrel with one's own flesh and blood; (lit.) to wash blood for blood
half a lifetime; half one's life; one's life so far
to be unable to understand; to baffle one's understanding; to be beyond one's comprehension
to wear a mask; to hide one's true intentions
by nature; by birth; naturally; natural; innate
to retaliate; to return a blow; to strike back (at); to retort
fragment; small piece; scrap; shred (e.g. of emotion); trace; bit
provocative; incendiary; inflammatory; suggestive; lascivious; risqué
(unpleasant) state of affairs; predicament; mess
total blockage; complete shutdown; stopping completely; shutout
stupid; dim-witted; dense; dull; obtuse; slow
reaching; attaining; arrival
to refuse; to reject; to repel; to repulse; to make (someone) leave; to send away
feeling of envy; jealous feeling
another dimension; different level; whole other level
winner-takes-all (system); taking everything (esp. winnings)