handbook; instruction book; manual
to be constipated; to conclude
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My goodness (expresses surprise, wonder, etc.); very; extremely
boo! (sound used to scare someone); ugh (dissatisfaction, aggravation); ulp (consternation)
life; lifetime; career; for life; all one's life; throughout one's life
but; however; although; though
inside; interior; (within) one's mind; one's soul; one's heart
in a sense; in some way; to an extent
consideration; concern; attention; thoughtfulness; making arrangements; care
absolutely; definitely; unconditionally
to feel like; to feel inclined to do
great (quantity, amount, etc.); huge; enormous; serious
to pin one's hope on; to look forward to; to look toward; to get one's hopes up
transforming oneself; taking on another form; disguising oneself; artificial fly (for fishing)
to worry (about); to fret (over); to be anxious
pride; dignity; self-worth
(moment of) departure; (upon) leaving; retirement
to wait for one's punishment; to wait before one gets what's coming to one; (lit.) to wash one's neck and wait (i.e. for one's beheading)
to learn; to acquire knowledge; to carry; to wear (clothes, etc.); to put on
abandoning (hope, plans); giving up
shivering; feeling chilly; shuddering (with fear); feeling creepy; thrilled; excited
play; playing; pleasure; amusement; play (in a mechanism, e.g. a steering wheel); slack
previous time; last time; previous installment; previous instalment; previous session
bottom layer; undermost layer; lowest (societal) class; bottom (economic) stratum; lowest caste
to appear; to come in sight; to become visible; to be expressed (e.g. emotions); to become apparent (e.g. trends, effects)
rare; uncommon; not often seen
to be shut; to close; to be locked; to tighten; to be tightened; to become sober
hall; saloon; spacious room; reception room
to think; to consider; to think (of doing); to plan (to do); to judge; to assess; to imagine
shirt (undergarment); undershirt; singlet; shirt (outerwear; usu. with collar and buttons)
white (bleached) bone; skeleton
to give up (an idea or plan); to abandon; to refrain from (doing); to change one's mind
to disturb; to prevent; to obstruct; to hinder
conflict; complication; troubles; discord
to dig up; to turn up; to tear up; to rake up (e.g. old scandal); to dig over
imitation; counterfeit; fake; sham; ersatz (object)
one's dearest wish; Buddha's vow to save humanity
to shut in; to confine (in); to seal in; to contain; to suppress; to restrain
to dig; to excavate; to delve into; to dig up (vegetables, treasure, etc.); to mine (coal, ore, etc.); to top
living person; the living
long ago; a long time ago; already