head start; initiative; preemption
to hold fast; to protect to the end
to be furnished with; to be provided with; to be possessed of; to be endowed with; to be among; to be one of
measuring by feel; adjusting by feel; doing by feel; adapting to the situation (one's strength, strictness, etc.); making allowances; using discretion
to do for (someone); to take in; to deceive; to hoodwink
to think hard; to brood over; to worry too much (about); to torment oneself (with the thought of)
to bear up in tragedy; to stand pain well; to hold one's temper; to clench one's teeth; to grit one's teeth
violent emotion; passion; fury
beyond human understanding
to swing; to wield (physically); to exercise (e.g. power, ability); to exhibit; to flourish; to prosper
to grant (request, wish); to answer (prayer); to fulfill (conditions); to meet (requirements)
scary; frightening; eerie; dreadful
just because; even if; even though
to stop (an activity); to cease; to discontinue; to cancel; to abandon; to give up
slightest connection; slender connection; sliver (e.g. of hope); one thread
to weave into; to interweave; to be incorporated in; to be factored in
to watch over; to watch attentively
immersing oneself in; being absorbed in; devoting oneself to; giving oneself up entirely to
strangeness; abnormality; disorder
everyone; anyone; no one; nobody
for example; for instance; e.g.
excessive self-consciousness; excessively self-conscious person
several people; a few people
to have a feeling (that); to have a sensation (that)
yikes!; eek!; ook; eek; customer
embrace; hug; holding in one's arms
to untie; to unfasten; to unsew; to unstitch; to solve; to work out; to dispel (misunderstanding, etc.)
to feel around for; to fumble for; to investigate; to probe into; to explore (parts unknown); to enjoy (natural beauty)
entirely; completely; cleanly; snugly
calmly; quietly; gently; be quiet!
abandonment; renunciation; resignation; abdication (responsibility, right)
from out of nowhere; from who knows where
black; black go stone; guilt; guilty person
top and bottom; high and low; going up and down; rising and falling; going and coming back; upper and lower classes
to appear; to come in sight; to become visible; to be expressed (e.g. emotions); to become apparent (e.g. trends, effects)
siege; encirclement; envelopment; surrounding; besiegement
embodiment; realization; materialization
suddenly; at once; considerably; very much; firmly; with an effort