regret; repentance; remorse
pose; pose; posturing; pause; rest
to put one's life on the line; to risk one's life; to put everything one has into it
readiness; (mental) preparedness; resolution; determination; resignation (to one's fate)
scary; frightening; eerie; dreadful
as (much) as possible; as (much) as one can; wherever practicable; if possible
cool; calm; composed; all right; fine; OK
to pretend; to act (as if)
to face each other; to be opposite (to)
to look away (from); to avert one's gaze; to disregard; to ignore; to escape (from); to turn away (from)
to lean over (and cover with one's body); to bend over (someone); to (stand tall and) lean on (someone); to weigh on one; to bear (heavily) on one; to lie on one
to touch; to feel; to get involved (with); to approach; to be harmful to; to hinder
I wonder; should I?; is it?; I wish that; I hope that
calm; composed; cool; quiet
to hold out; to extend (e.g. a hand); to present; to submit; to sacrifice; to give (up)
rather; better; instead; if anything
to begin to say; to start talking; to broach (a matter); to be the first to say; to suggest (doing); to propose
softly; gently; stealthily; secretly; to leave alone; to leave as it is
carapace; shell; 1st in rank; grade A; instep; back of hand
to insert; to put between; to tuck (into)
blushing; getting red in the face; embarrassment
faint; dim; weak; poor; wretched; meagre
to shut oneself in (e.g. one's room); to be confined in; to fill with (emotion, enthusiasm, power, etc.); to imbue with; to fill a space (of a gas, smell, etc.); to be heavy with (e.g. smoke); to be muffled (e.g. of a voice)
sometimes; at intervals; occasionally; on occasion; from time to time
one tenth; one hundredth; one percent; one tenth of a sun; one quarter ryō (an old coin)
to separate; to part; to divide; to keep apart
to inhale; to breathe in; to suck up; to swallow up (in a crowd, whirlpool, the darkness, etc.); to suck in
to vomit; to spit out; to breathe out (e.g. air); to exhale; to spend (e.g. saved money); to cough up
stealthily; secretly; in secret
to take a breath; to take a short rest
reaction; recoil; kick; backlash
gesture; movement; action; acting; performance
cruel; brutal; ruthless; merciless; inhuman
to be wounded; to get injured; to get hurt feelings; to get damaged; to get chipped
when; at what time; how soon; normal times; ordinary days
natural; understandable; reasonable; no wonder
thinly; slightly; vaguely; a little
to sense; to suspect; to get an inkling (of something); to get wind of; to smell (e.g. danger); to become aware of (e.g. a plot)
understanding and acceptance; spiritual awakening; a heart that understands truth; (feeling of) resignation
to let leak; to let out (e.g. light); to let out (a secret); to leak (information); to give utterance to (e.g. one's dissatisfaction); to vent; to wet one's pants
always; without exception; necessarily; certainly; without fail; positively
to find out; to discover; to locate
to cross one's mind; to occur to one
to hit (e.g. one's head); to strike; to throw (at); to fling (at); to vent (e.g. one's anger); to express (one's feelings)
please remember me; please help me; please treat me well; please do; please take care of