(not) ever; (not) by any means; (not) in the least; (not) in any way; (not) at all
to go against; to fight against; to oppose; to resist; to deny
regarding; in; to; towards; with regards to
fear; dread; dismay; terror; horror; scare
(sound of) footsteps; sense or sign that something is approaching
always; forever; very; greatly (esp. of hopes and desires)
to warp; to bend; to contort; to be perverted; to be warped (of a view, mind, etc.); to be distorted
bursting; rupture; explosion; breakdown (of talks, negotiations, etc.); breaking off
to pound (e.g. heart); to pulse (e.g. vein); to pulsate
before one's eyes; in front of one; under one's nose; immediate; imminent; around the corner
appearance; emergence; advent; arrival; showing up; coming to existence
suspension bridge effect; phenomenon where someone in fear or surprise mistakes their physiological response as romantic arousal
instant; moment; for an instant
palpitation (of the heart); pounding; throbbing; thumping
but; however; even; however; no matter how; ... or something; either ... or ...
any; anything; whatever; I am told; I hear; I understand
to do; to undertake; to send; to dispatch; to put; to move; to give (esp. to someone of equal or lower status)
scary; frightening; eerie; dreadful
intently; single-mindedly; devotedly; solely; earnestly; with all one's heart
absurd; irrational; unreasonable; absurdity
reality; actuality; hard fact
to get angry; to take offense; to take offence; to be furious
shithead; bastard; fucking; bloody; damned
the world; society; sphere; circle; world-renowned; world-famous
annoying; infuriating; provoking; irritating; aggravating; vexing
before long; soon; almost; nearly; finally; in the end
to stop walking; to pause
rough; wild; violent; immoderate; extravagant; reckless
to take a breath; to take a short rest
to cough violently; to have a coughing fit
gasping for breath; puffing and panting; wheezing
to be disordered; to be disarranged; to be discomposed; to be upset; to lapse into chaos (due to war, etc.)
breathing; respiration; knack; trick; harmony; balance
hard (on the ears); offensive (to the ear); rasping; rough; harsh; grating
throat; singing voice; gutter (inner margins of a book)
parched; dried-up; empty; hollow; rattling; clattering
before one knows; before one becomes aware of; unnoticed; unawares
to disappear; to vanish; to go out (of a fire, light, etc.); to die; to fade (of a feeling, impression, etc.); to vanish (e.g. of hope); to go away (e.g. of a smell, itchiness, sleepiness)
relief; reassurance; recognition of right to land ownership (by the shogunate, a feudal lord, etc.); (arch.) living safely surrounded by walls
to take a breath; to take a short rest
back; rear; background; behind the scenes
indication; sign; hint; tone (of the market)
to have a cramp; to twitch; to stiffen (of a face, expression); to freeze; to shrink (of skin, due to a scar); to tauten
completely black; black from top to bottom; black from head to toe