forbidding mentioning (something to others); imposing silence (on); ordering (someone) to keep quiet; hush money
experience; history; record; career
thorough; exhaustive; complete
to have been decided (so) that; to have been arranged (so) that
to make a mistake; to blunder
if I (we, etc.) could; if one were to ... then ... (an unpleasant thing would happen)
to have one's heart stop beating; to be shocked; to be staggered
way of saying (something); way of putting it; wording; phrasing; language; expression
time passes; the days and months go by; the months roll on
broke; poor; short; skint; having no money
sense of caution; wariness
to expose one's faults; to have one's defects exposed; to show oneself up
inexperienced; immature; green; grassy-smelling; smelling of raw vegetation
I, myself; one-self; by one-self; even I; even one
true character; true heart; true spirit
living together; communal life; cohabitation
newly arrived; newly received
to give up (all thoughts of); to abandon; to despair of; to make up one's mind; to make a decision; to decide
harmless (remark, topic, etc.); inoffensive; safe; bland; neutral (attitude); noncommittal (reply)
molding; moulding; shaping; forming; modelling (i.e. plastic arts); modeling
regrettable; unfortunate; disappointing; vexing
contest; competition; struggle; scramble
fellow; mutual; companion; comrade
to corner; to drive to the wall; to run down; to track down; to chase after
whim; caprice; fancy; capricious; fickle; whimsical
assistance; backing; reinforcements
trampling down; overrunning; infringement; violation
after a bath; after taking a bath; large towel used after taking a bath; yukata worn after taking a bath
bright; cheerful; in high spirits; clear (sky); cloudless; sunny
one day; (on) a certain day
in some cases; sometimes; on occasions
person who is satisfied with their real (offline) life; normie
fragment; broken piece; chip; ounce (of truth, conscience, etc.); trace; shred
seems to be; appears to have; supposed to be
exceptional; unusual; special; especially; exceptionally; unusually
to feel goodwill (towards); to wish someone well; to have a strong liking (for); to be emotionally involved
beyond one's means or position
to be on the verge of; to be about to; to be on the point of
if so; in that case; in that situation
to lose; to miss (a chance, opportunity); to lose (a loved one); to be bereaved of; to concede (goals, points, etc.)