resentment; grudge; pent-up anger; frustration; bitterness
farewell; goodbye; adieu; if so; in that case; then
gasping for breath; puffing and panting; wheezing
be (that) as it may; having said that
ill feeling; ill will; animosity; bad impression
whatever way; any way; either way; one way or the other
retort; back talk; backchat
to get carried away; to become over-excited; to push one's luck; to push a good thing too far
to go against; to fight against; to oppose; to resist; to deny
fellow traveler; fellow traveller; travelling companion; taking someone along unwillingly (e.g. in death); forcing to take part
feeling of dread; awful feeling; sense of fear
pure white; blank (e.g. mind, paper)
sense of helplessness; feeling of powerlessness
one-by-one; separately; in detail
instead of; replacing; on behalf of
convenience; handiness; usefulness
matter of life or death; life-and-death problem
leaving to chance; leaving to fate
clue; lead; key; handhold; hold
right to choose; a say; option
trusting to chance; trusting to Providence
to indicate; to show; to point to
to lie down; to throw oneself down
visibility; noticeability; perceptibility
to (finally) arrive at; to reach (at last); to (manage to) get to; to find one's way to
looking for (a suitable thing or person); searching for; hunting out; picking out; shopping around for; searching (a place)
startup; booting up; activation; starting (e.g. engine, computer); launch
concentration; density; cardinality
or rather (say); or better (say); or perhaps I should say; or, how should I put it; I mean
while it may be true that; just because; nevertheless; not necessarily
foreigner (esp. a Westerner); gaijin; (arch.) outsider
attractive body; nice-looking body
insane; crazy; nuts; out of one's mind
speciality; specialty; special subject of study; sole interest; single focus; concentrating exclusively on
to depend on one's parents' (financial) support; (lit.) to gnaw at one's parents' shins
high-class restaurant; high-end store
to have a smattering knowledge of