regret; repentance; remorse
ruins; wreckage; wreck; broken remains; debris
to put in order; to tidy up; to settle (a matter); to solve; to finish; to get through
scolding; telling-off; rebuke; complaint; grumbling; fault-finding
a lot; many; (not) much; (not) many; almost (none)
to obtain; to come into possession of; to get hold of; to get one's hands on
one's own strength or effort; (by) oneself
you could say that; that might be so
execution (e.g. of a plan); carrying out; (putting into) practice; execution (of a program); run
as many as one likes; as much as one likes; great many; plenty; almost (none); (not) much
only; merely; just; at most; no more than
toy; (person or thing treated as a) plaything
way of using (something); way to use; how to use; way of handling (employees, subordinates, etc.); way of treating; treatment
three years; third school year (e.g. of high school)
to go upstream; to go up (a river); to go back (to the past or origin); to date back (to); to trace back (to)
to know; to be aware (of); to be acquainted (with); to think; to consider; to believe
to produce; to yield; to cause; to result from; to arise; to be generated
limitation; restriction; condition; constraints
to impose (a tax, fine, etc.); to levy; to assign (a task, duty, etc.); to give; to set
self-interest; selfish desire; greed
oath; pledge; pact; covenant; alliance
to forbid; to ban; to prohibit; to suppress (a feeling, laughter, etc.); to hold back (e.g. tears)
tendency; trend; inclination
gloomy (e.g. mood); depressing; irritating; troublesome; heavy (weather); cloudy
soliloquy; monologue; speaking to oneself
authority; power; function
restriction; restraint; limitation; limit
that sort of; that kind of; like that; such; so
even though; despite; when
death by smoke suffocation
still; yet; more; still more; furthermore; in addition
innermost depths of one's heart
unconsciousness; unconscious; involuntary; the unconscious
he; she; that guy; that; that one; that thing
to load (a gun, etc.); to charge; to put into (e.g. emotion, effort); to include (e.g. tax in a sales price); to hang over; to shroud
giant; great man; Tokyo Giants (baseball team)
to grip; to grasp; to squeeze
crack; fissure; rift (in a relationship); split; crack
strength; intensity; strong (e.g. glasses); powerful (e.g. lens); intense (e.g. fear)
in confusion; in a fluster; in bewilderment; sobbing; tearfully; trembling (voice)
calm, cool, and collected; level and calm